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My soul feels ancient. As if it has felt the somber existence of those unable to live. I am among their ranks. Survive. Exist.
Forgive me for not knowing the happiness of being alive, as I try to forgive the callous way you dismiss my grief.
I am not unhappy. Iâm just slowly learning how to be happy.
#personal thoughts#itâs sadly not unfamiliar to be told the things that make me sad shouldnât#in the same breath to be told how I should live my life#to crave the ability to be normal as they perceive me is at times strong#but in the late hour comes a rebellion! and I double down and try to remind myself of who I am#and chose to be#and yet feel unheard and ignored bc they never hear us or see us#unless itâs the version they like#negativity#venting
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i present to you the most useless talent i possess
#it felt like a workout i didnt breathe the whole time#but then right after some user posted a video in which he played the same song with super perfect score on every single hit#and i was like Holy Fuck#no matter how good you think you are there is always some other dude who does it better than you tenfold#this is a game i started to play a few weeks ago. i've even found a new friend there. she's 25 and lives on the other side of the globe#she's very sweet and compliments my shitty english often#she really adores me for some reason since the very start and it was kinda confusing at first#well not until i figured that we actually play on the steam-exclusive server lol#i had a chat with a few people in my mother tongue there and it genuinely ruined my day#my in-game block list is full and i don't usually block anyone on any platform. steam users are build different i guess#so it was one in a million chance of us to meet each other lol we have a lot in common. its bizzare even#but at the same time we're pretty much the opposites. she likes black. she wants to be shorter. she has a fiancĂŠ. she also lives in usa#a few days ago she has sent me a photo of the local protesters outside the cafe she was eating at#with the caption like âin the land of freedom there are protesters everywhereâ and i got really sad#i flashbacked to a few years ago when i was trying to run away from the local police officers while attending the protest#its not the âtrying to run awayâ part that got me traumatised for life but the idea of freedom in my country as a whole#ngl that day unironically kinda deformed my faith in humanity. my adolescent naivety and bravery had gone ever since#this is so sad i fear despacito won't be enough to fix this#what a shitty time to be alive dont you think#but if i keep thinking about the stuff i cant control or change no matter how hard i try i will spiral into insanity in a heartbeat#anyway i think she's really cute as well. she also has two cats that she loves so i've finally found a person to send all the cat memes to#also not that long ago some cat-loving english-speaking user wrote to me here and we talked sweetly for a little while#they've told me my crochets are cute and it genuinely made my day better. not because of the compliment but tge thought behind it#english-speaking cat lovers you should know that you're the sweetest people i've ever encountered in my life#but im afraid that my prediabities will develop into diabetes if we keep this up (im not against it)#i wish every person on earth is this kind#this escalated quickly i guess. lets just look at me struggling to keep up with the buttons on the screen
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Before my beloved and I moved in together they were living with roommates in a place that didn't have a bathtub. Now, a reasonable person might conclude from this that baths would be out of the equation in a home with only one standing shower and no tub.
But these people weren't quitters. Naturopathic doctors and acupuncturists they were dedicated to treating their bodies well and one of the ways they liked to do that was hydrotherapy. Most people are familiar with this through things like polar bear plunges. You sit in a hot tub then jump in freezing water.
It's supposedly good for you and they were way into it. But again, no tub. They'd do hydro showers but it just wasn't the same. These people were not quitters, though. (One of them is the boob soap person, so it really isn't a surprise that she goes hard on everything). So they got what looked like two big metal old timey tubs but which were actually animal food troughs and set them up in the garage. They set up a water heater and god knows how they emptied the tub after, I think there was hoses involved? A pump maybe? I honestly can't remember. Anyway! Voila, hydrotherapy on demand.
I was not aware of this. So when I came over after a long day and my beloved said we should take a bath I was extremely puzzled. I only knew about the one shower. They showed me the garage tubs. I did want a bath and I wasn't really sure about the setup, but honestly I'll try anything once if only for the story, so I agreed.
Fun fact about me though. I haaaate being cold. I've been 0% body fat most of my life with skin barely keeping my bones enclosed. I'm always cold. My favorite activity at the time was sitting directly in front of space heaters. My shower temperatures turn me lobster red and make my beloved cringe. Willingly dunking myself into cold water is the antipathy of my entire deal.
On the night in question I happily submerged into the warm tank, pleasantly surprised by the big silly improvised tub. Which again was meant for livestock. My knees bumped companionably against my beloved as we soaked in the hot water. After a while they rose to go into the cold water. "You don't have to," they told me.
But I was haunted. I wouldn't be doing hydro if I just stayed in the warm tub. Maybe hydro was amazing. It has all these health benefits. I desperately didn't want to but I stood up with them. We were having this nice intimate evening in the garage, just us, I felt safe. I was gonna do it.
They stepped easily into the cold tub, dunking matter of factly into the frigid water. I went to step. I did. I really really tried. My foot went in and I started shrieking, my progress arrested by the total state of shock I entered when my warm toasty foot hit that smug arctic water tension. My beloved started laughing as my pitch ascended the deeper my foot went into the cold water.
I started loudly narrating my discomfort as my foot touched the bottom and I willed my other foot up to join it. "THIS IS VERY COLD," I yelled, "IT'S SO COLD I THINK I MIGHT DIE HOW ARE YOU JUST CASUALLY SITTING IN THIS FREEZING COLD WATER?! I'M DYING- I THINK I'M DYING! I'M DYING BUT WE'RE HERE, TOGETHER! I CAN DO THIS! I CAN DO THESE EVEN THOUGH IT'S SO COLD ALL MY MOLECULES HAVE COMPRESSED INTO A SOLID STATE!"
I ended up with both feet planted in the cold tub, water up to my shins, bellowing and panting while my beloved laughed so hard they couldn't breathe. I hunkered over the cold water, squatting like a frozen gargoyle.
My beloved was trying to psyche me up while I willed my body to obey me. In a sudden jerky drop like a puppet whose strings have been cut I plummeted my body into the cold and let out a shriek that Iâm sure could have shattered glass and then leapt up out of the water at a speed relative to a rocket achieving space flight. I didnât like it.
When we got back inside my beloved's roommates were collapsed on the ground with tears in the their eyes from how hard they'd been laughing. They and probably every neighbor down the block had heard my pterodactyl screeching and narration because the garage was not remotely soundproof.
#ramblies#ffs foibles#funny#story#writing#my beloved#fun fact I'm the same way on roller coasters#I just scream a terrified narration and my beloved thinks its the funnies thing
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I like the way you kiss me| Spencer Reid
A/N: So, I havenât written smut in a good while, but I hope this okay. Itâs defo romantic, but I promise soon there will be some good angst.
Summary: Spencer is nervous about being in a relationship with you, because of what his friends would think and the age gap you two had. But when it comes down to it, all that matters to him, is you.
Content: Smut 18+. Fluff. Fem!reader. Use of nicknames (just princess). oral(R!receiving). PinV.
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Spencer Reid knew dating you was playing with fire. You were younger, and you had never been in a serious relationship. Spencer knew if his friends found out about the two of you, he would never hear the end of it. But when he was with you, he didnât care, all he could think about was you.Â
He couldn't resist the way your eyes lit up when you talked about anything you loved, or how your pupils dilated when you were looking at him, or how you laughed when he told any joke.  He was infatuated with you, although he knew he should never have got attached to you.
But despite the risks, Spencer couldn't deny the pull he felt towards you. As he watched you across the table, he couldn't help but smile at the way you crinkled your nose when you were deep in thought. Your passion for life was infectious, and he found himself getting lost in the sparkle of your eyes.
Maybe he loved you, or maybe he loved the idea of you, but he didnât care. He enjoyed been around someone who saw life as colourful and bright, rather than how he saw it and how the majority of everyone he knew saw it.Â
But if Spencer was to ever admit what he truly liked about you, he enjoyed the way you kissed him. How every kiss you gave him was memorable. He could tell with every kiss you missed him when he wasnât around, you cared about him and that he was the last person you thought about as you drifted asleep.
As the night grew late and the restaurant began to empty, Spencer realised he couldn't keep pretending that what they had was just a casual fling. He needed to admit to himself that he was falling for you, hard and fast. The way your hand felt in his, the sound of your laughter filling his ears, it was all too much to ignore.
"I can't keep pretending that you don't mean everything to me," Spencer whispered, his voice barely above a breath. âYou make life worth living. Whenever I see your name flash across my screen, or every time I remember your face, I want to kiss you.â
âSpencer Reid as romantic, who could have imagined.â You chuckled, you felt the same way, but you could never put it into such words. âI feel the same way. I want to be yours.âÂ
âYouâll always be mine. You are perfect for me, and I am, well perfect for you.â Spencer pressed a soft kiss to your lips, feeling the weight of his confession lifting off his shoulders. In that moment, surrounded by the fading chatter of the restaurant and the gentle glow of the streetlights outside, Spencer knew that he had found something rare and precious with you. As your fingers intertwined with his, he couldn't help but smile, a genuine, unguarded expression of happiness spreading across his face.
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Spencer flagged down a taxi, he couldnât wait to get you home. The taxi pulled up to the curb, and Spencer held the door open for you, a small smile playing on his lips. The city lights glimmered in your eyes as you settled into the backseat, his hand finding yours instinctively. The ride home was filled with comfortable silence, the air crackling with unspoken words and promises.
Once the taxi had arrived outside his apartment, he leaped out and open the door for you. âA real gentleman youâve got there.â The taxi driver smiled, giving you a knowing look as you stepped out onto the sidewalk. Spencer chuckled softly, a hint of colour rising to his cheeks at the driver's comment. Escorting you up to his apartment, he couldn't shake the feeling of contentment that settled over him like a warm blanket.
Once you were in the comfort of his apartment, he grabbed your face and pulled it closer to his. He gazed into your eyes, seeing a reflection of his own desires and emotions staring back at him. Without uttering a single word, he closed the distance between your lips, kissing you with a fervour that spoke volumes about the depth of his feelings for you. In that moment, nothing else in the world mattered to Spencer except for the connection he shared with you.
As the kiss deepened, a wave of passion and longing swept over the both of you, enveloping you in a cocoon of warmth and desire. Spencer's hands moved gently to cup your face, his thumb stroking your cheek tenderly as if to reassure himself that you were real and not just a figment of his imagination.
Maybe it was out of instinct, but Spencer moved his hands down the back of your dress and felt the smooth fabric beneath his fingertips. His fingers found the top of the zipper and he slowly started pulling down, while his mouth found its way to your neck.
Your breath caught in your throat as his lips brushed against your skin, leaving a trail of tingling sensations in their wake. âYou are beyond beautiful.â Spencer gently whispered against your skin; his breath warm against your neck.
Spencer's fingers traced a delicate path along your spine as he slowly lowered the zipper of your dress, his touch felt like feathers dancing along your skin. Every nerve in your body felt alive and electrified under his gentle caress, and you couldn't suppress the soft gasp that escaped your lips.
His lips found yours once more, the kiss deep and hungry, filled with a raw intensity that threatened to consume you both. Lost in the heady rush of desire, you tangled your fingers in his hair, pulling him closer as if trying to fuse your very souls together.
Spencer was never the kind of man to hurry into get you naked, he liked taking it slowly, savouring every moment and committing it to memory. His hands moved with purpose, but also with a tenderness that spoke volumes about the depth of his feelings for you. As the dress slipped off your shoulders and pooled at your feet, Spencer's eyes roamed over your exposed skin, drinking in every curve and contour as if committing them to memory.
âI donât how I ever got so lucky.â His voice was barely above a whisper, his eyes filled with a mixture of adoration and desire. Spencer guided you towards the bed, his eyes never leaving yours. In the soft glow of the moonlight filtering through the curtains, tonight felt more romantic, more intimate.
Spencer gently laid you on his bed, his gaze never wavering from yours. The room was imbued with a sense of intimacy and affection, as if every object bore witness to the love shared between you and Spencer. His fingers traced delicate patterns across your skin.
Though Spencer was still fully clothed, you didnât feel vulnerable, you felt loved and adored. You felt as if Spencer was your biggest fan. But Spencer, been the gentleman he is, wasnât going to allow you to be the only one naked. He unbuttoned his shirt slowly, revealing the expanse of his chest as he shed the fabric, every movement deliberate and filled with a silent promise.
As his shirt fell to the floor, Spencer lowered himself onto the bed beside you, his body radiating heat and a quiet intensity. His mouth left a trail of kissed down your body, igniting a trail of fire along your skin as he worshipped every inch of you with his lips and tongue. Each touch was a testament to his adoration, a silent vow of devotion that echoed through the room.
His lips started moving down your body, his lips finding your nipples and gently sucking them, his tongue flicking over them. But they werenât the centre of his focus, because if Spencer was one thing, he was giving. He loved hearing you moan for him, how you complete surrendered yourself to him. He enjoyed knowing he had ruined anyone else for you, because he knew you the best, he knew what made you squirm. He wasnât usually the type of man who wanted to âownâ something, but you were different. He had always wanted you for himself, even if at the start he was nervous.
His hands moved lower, caressing your hips, your thighs, his fingers dipping into you, the warmth of your body accepting him wholeheartedly. He felt you tremble under his touch, your body responding to his every move, and he felt a surge of power and desire within him.
Your breathing quickened, every gasp and moan a testament to the pleasure that was building within you. Spencer's eyes met yours, the fire in your eyes mirrored in his own. He knew then that this was more than just a physical connection, it was a soul-deep bond that took his breath away.
He paused, the tip of his finger hovering over your sensitive spot, teasing you. You knew what you wanted, and you could tell that Spencer knew it too. He smiled, a warm and genuine smile that made your heart flutter.
"Please," you said, your voice barely above a whisper.
âPlease, what princess?â Spencer teasingly asked, stroking your inner thigh with his fingers.
You swallowed hard; your desperation clear in your eyes.
âUse your words.â He insisted, his gaze never leaving yours.
âI need you,â you whispered hoarsely, your cheeks flushing with embarrassment.
His lips were soon on your clit, his tongue plunging inside you, tasting you, exploring you. Your body arched beneath him, a silent plea for him to keep going, to never stop. And he obliged, his tongue darting in and out of you, his fingers working in perfect rhythm, driving you higher and higher until you finally shattered apart underneath him. You came with a cry, your body convulsing beneath his, and he felt the wave of your release wash over him, taking him to a place of pure ecstasy.
As your body relaxed, he pulled away, his eyes never leaving yours, his face a picture of pure satisfaction. He moved up beside you, his hands steadily exploring your body, his lips brushing against the sensitive skin of your neck.
But Spencer was far from done. He knew exactly what you needed; he could read your body like an open book.
Spencer slowly slid inside you, feeling the walls of your body cling to him like a force of nature. He moved slowly at first, savouring every moment of the connection that flowed between them. Your body arched towards him, eager to feel him deep inside, seeking the completion of a desire that had been building for so long.
As he thrust deeper, Spencer's eyes locked onto yours, the intensity of the moment making your heart race and your breath quicken. You wrapped your legs around him, pulling him closer, your body craving the warmth and connection.
He picked up the pace, each stroke more fervent than the last, the sounds of your breath and his groans filling the room. The air was thick with desire and the scent of your arousal, heightening the passion between you.
Your hips met his with each thrust, matching his rhythm and pulling him deeper into you. Every movement felt more intense, every touch more electric. In that moment, you and Spencer became one, moving as one, feeling as one.
Your fingers dug into his back, pulling him closer, every sensation heightening, every touch becoming more intense. Spencer's breathing was ragged, mirroring yours. The room was alive with the sound of your bodies moving in a primal dance, lost in each other's eyes.
Your breathing became higher pitched, signalling your orgasm was coming. You arched your back, your head falling back as you screamed his name. Spencer felt the walls of your pussy clenching tighter around him, and he knew that he was going to cum too.
He thrust harder, feeling the heat of your body engulfing him, taking him over the edge. His orgasm was explosive, shooting wave after wave of pleasure through his body. He held you close, his lips pressed against your neck, his breath still ragged with desire.
Spencer collapsed beside you, his chest heaving, his face flushed with exertion and desire. You lay there, breathing heavily, your bodies still connected. Spencer gently stroked your hair, his expression filled with love and affection. "You are my everything," he whispered, his voice hoarse with emotion. âAnd I canât wait to tell the world about you.â
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Hii can you pls do a nanami and gojo(separately) make out fic pls??
Okay, let's do this with a little twist...
Getting caught while making out with JJK men
Pairings: Geto x fem!reader; Gojo x fem!reader; Nanami x fem!reader
Word Count: 2,2k
Warnings: well, it's getting heated babes, not 100% proofread because I wrote this in my work break (again lol)
Geto Suguru
You know how wrong it is. This is not the right time, not the right place to stand in a lonely corner with Geto Suguruâs hands all over you and his lips hanging onto yours like youâre air and he cannot breathe.
âFuck, we should get goingâ, you whimper into the lonely hallway.
In fact, getting going is the last thing you want to do right now. Not when Riko is busy saying goodbye to her former life, not when your emotions are all over the place. You hid your feelings towards Suguru for so long, tried to convince yourself over and over that you donât hold those kinds of feelings towards him. But when he allowed Riko some privacy, when you saw the glimmer in his dark eyes shimmering down at youâŚ
You were lost.
And you lose over and over again with his lips worshipping yours like no one did before, with him pressing you against a nearby wall. Countless nights, you pondered about the way it might feel to get hold like this, to actually feel him this close. But reality? Way too bittersweet, way better than anything you could have ever imagined.
âI donât want to leave you ever againâ, he mumbles against your parted mouth before starting a dangerous dance with both of your tongues intertwined.
That man who pierced through Satoru could be here every time, you need to fulfill this mission, need to concentrate on escorting Riko to Tengen-sama. After all, this might be the only purpose you have here at Jujutsu High: Completing missions after missions, doing as you were told.
No, fuck that.
This right here is what you live for. The sensation of Suguru hollering over you like a shadow, of him holding you like no one did before, putting together all your broken pieces.
âI love youâ, you finally hush.
âI think I always did.â
âI feel the same way, (y/n). God, I adore you more than anything else.â
Just when you thought your kiss couldnât get any deeper, couldnât make you lose your breath even more, he grabs your chin in order to gain better access of your mouth. Now youâre all yours, whimpering under his touch like a little girl.
Out of instinct, you wrap your arms around his broad shoulders, allow your fingertips to grab his soft hair for hold.
âHuh, really didnât expect to find ya here like that. Well, having fun before dying isnât a crime, ya know.â
Your blood freezes instantly as you pull away and get greeted by the coldest green eyes youâve ever seen. The man who fought against, Satoru. Without any doubt.
ButâŚYou eye him up and down, blood sticking onto his tight shirt without a visible wound.
Whereâs Satoru?
âLeave her aloneâ, Suguru instructs the man seriously while positioning himself in front of you.
âYouâre better off protecting ya little girlfriend from me. Sheâs cute. Maybe Iâll take her on a date when I killed you.â
Fuck fuck fuck.
Your heart drops to the floor, Suguruâs widened eyes revealing the urgency of this situation all too urgently. Out of all people who could have caught both of you this vulnerable, why on earth does it have to be him? There is no way Suguru will allow you to stay here while that stranger now knowsâŚ
âSheâs your weakness, isnât she? Maybe I can teach you a lesson about how freaking dumb love is.â
âGet Riko and escort her to Tengen-sama as fast as possible, (y/n)â, Suguru speaks out firmly while your eyes make contact.
âI canât leave you here alone, if he defeated Satoru-â
He doesnât interrupt you with words. No, instead he pulls you close, presses his puffy lips against yours until you feel like drowning in emotions.
âGet going. I donât want this to be the last time someone caught us together.â
Gojo Satoru
âGet away from me right now.â
Oh, how desperately you try to sound angry while the truth is, that you want Gojo Satoru as close as possible. Your eyes dart left and right, search for the unpromising opportunity that somebody catches you in this position.
This position.
You, caged between Satoruâs arms in the male dorm you arenât even allowed in, to be exact.
âCâmon, you donât want me to get away from you. After teasing me the whole day and giving me that looks, you want me to go? Try better next time, princessâ, he teases you while throwing his sunglasses to the ground without thinking twice.
âIf we get caught here by a teacherâŚI canât afford bad reputation, Satoru! What would my parents think, what if I get grounded, what if-â
âI know something better than using that mouth for hysteric talkingâ, he purrs with his face drawing closer and closer.
âPlease, you arenât even listening to me!â
A mix of panic, excitement and desire rushes through your veins, makes your eyes widen in sheer horror.
If your parents find out you were caught with a boy while actually, you are supposed to be a good student, youâll be screwed. Especially when they found out which boy you were making out withâŚ
Even though Gojo Satoru is considered the strongest jujutsu sorcerer of your timeline, your parents seem to hate him to the core.
âI donât care that heâs your classmate. If you ever get involved with him more than necessary, you will leave this school without a second chance.â
You swallow hard. No, there is absolutely no doubt in the fact that your father made his point very clear.
But Satoru does as well. When he wraps his arms around your waist, he catches you just in time before your wobbly knees give in. No boy ever touched you like that, no other boy ever swept you off your feet like that. The butterflies in your stomach become almost unbearable while you canât help but stare at his eyes.
Those oh so gorgeous eyes.
âI donât want to hide my feelings for you any longer. Fuck your parents, fuck their threats. As long as Iâm here, no one can hurt you.â
You let out your shaky breath you didnât know you were holding.
And then your lips collide with his. Slowly and sweet at first until your very own longing becomes too much. You grab his back, pull him closer, allow him to access your mouth. He tastes like your favorite chewing gum and strawberries, so sweet that you cannot escape. Longingly, you allow him to suck on your bottom lip until a whimper escapes your lips. This is so much better than you ever imagined, so much sweeter than you ever dreamed of. There will never be a boy apart from Satoru who sweeps you off your feet like this, who makes you feel this way.
âOut of all boys, why does it have to be him, (y/n)?â
Your heart drops so suddenly that you feel like dying right on the spot. That low voice you know so well by now, that low voice that means nothing but trouble at the moment.
âS-sirâŚYaga-sama IâŚIâ
You fail to find the right words. In fact, all you are able to do is staring at him with glossy eyes and messy hair that reveal oh too painfully what you just did.
You crossed the line you promised your father not to. You came to the boyâs dorms even though you arenât allowed to. And you got caught by your teacher doing so.
âWhy does a nice girl like you waste her time with trash like Gojo?â, he continues.
âCâmon, you donât have to be this me-â
âPlease donât tell my father!â
You let yourself drop to the floor, your head resting on top of your hands.
âI know itâs not my place to ask for something like that. But if you doâŚI will have to leave Jujutsu High.â
Thick silence hangs in the air, so quiet that youâre able to hear your tears fall onto the ground. You shouldnât see Satoru anymore, should end this relationship before it started.
But truth isâŚyou love him. Despite all the differences and your fatherâs hatred towards him, you love Satoru. You donât want to leave him and Jujutsu High, you canât stand the sheer fact of never seeing him again.
Still, itâs Yaga-samaâs job to inform your parents about your behavior, that you were caught in the boyâs dorm. And from there on there is no way out for you, no way to escape this fate.
âWhat are you talking about, (y/n)?â
Your teary eyes dart towards him immediately while you have to blink a few times in order to process what he just said.
âYou caught me in the boyâs dorm with Satoru. It is your responsibility to inform my parents about thatâ, you reply with shaky voice.
âAnd risking that youâll have to leave Jujutsu High? Youâre the only useful student of this year and probably the only one who is able to tame this idiot down. I didnât see anything today.â
âI am not an idiotâ, Satoru protests with a sly grin.
âYou can call yourself lucky a girl like (y/n) decided to keep up with you. I hope you wonât hurt her, Satoru. Or else, I might tell her father about it.â
And with that, he turns on his heels and walks aways as noiseless as he came, leaving both Satoru and you standing there bamboozled.
âSoâŚwhatâs the worst your father would do to me?â
âOh, heâd totally kill you if he found we made outâ, you reply instantly.
Nanami Kento
âI might be gone for a few days, darling.â
Gently, he caresses your back the way he knows you adore it while wearing a saddened expression on your face.
âWhat mission takes a few days? Why arenât they sending Gojo like they always do?â, you question with a pout.
You werenât really able to meet up with your boyfriend Kento for what feels like ages. During work here at Jujutsu High, you aim to be professional, to not show each other affection. After all, this is your job and both of you take that very seriously. But now that you havenât really seen each other after works for weeks, you canât escape the urge to simply hug him, to feel his warmth and take in his masculine scent.
Kento breathes out audibly while stroking your hair. Truth is, he misses you like crazy. Despite his desperate attempts to stay away from you at Jujutsu High, he finds himself wrapping his arms around you as well.
âThis is something serious. I canât let the students go out on their ownâ, he mumbles against your forehead before placing a gentle kiss onto it.
Your stomach drops in excitement immediately. After weeks without affection, just a tiny kiss on your forehead seems to be enough to drive you wild.
âI get that. It just frustrates me a littleâ, you reply.
When your eyes find his, they are clouded by a feeling you know all too well. Time stands still when his grip around you tightens and his gaze drifts towards your lips. Your oh so longing lips that cannot wait to get kissed.
Without hesitation, you close the tiny gap between both of you. Even though youâre standing in the middle of a classroom at Jujutsu High, even though you both agreed on keeping your relationship out of work life.
You simply canât right now. A swift motion is enough for him to lift you off the ground with ease while pressing your back against the cool wall. A whimper escapes your lips before youâre able to stop it, all senses directed towards him with your eyes closed by the sheer sensation.
âI missed you so muchâ, he breathes against your lips before continuing his sweet torture.
âMissed you as wellâŚsoâŚmuchâŚâ
You allow your hungry hands to re-discover the valleys of his muscular back, his broad shoulders, his oh so perfect face. How are you supposed to stay away from a man like him longer than a few hours? Him with his character of gold, body of steel and brain?
âNanami-sensei, I-âŚOh.â
Your eyes dart open immediately and find a utterly surprised Yuji Itadori staring at you with his mouth open.
âYuji, what are you doing here?â, you mumble while picking on your messy clothes in the most awkward way.
âWhy didnât I know that you two are a thing?â, the pink-haired boy continues, ignoring your lousy attempt to distract.
âBecause this is our private life. Why are you here, Itadori-kun?â, Nanami replies in all seriousness.
âButâŚThatâs awesome! You two go so well together! And I always thought that (y/n)-san is totally into you!â
âWatch your words, Itadori.â
âYuji, can you please justâŚleave?â, you literally beg.
âOh yeah, of course.â
âWait, Itadoriâ, Nanami instructs the boy just when heâs about to leave the room.
âDonât you dare to tell Kugisaki about anything you saw today.â
Yuji blinks a few times before nodding and leaving the room with a smile.
âHe will totally tell her everything. You know that, right?â, you comment, still trying to catch your breath.
âUnfortunately, yes.â
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To Conquer (Daemon Targaryen x Reader)
Summary: Incest is common amongst Targaryens, Daemon assures you. Unfortunately, Alicent got to you first.
Warnings: Mentions of sex. Cursing. Arranged marriage. Periods. Daddy issues. Religious guilt. One death aside from canon ones (Daemon murders a man)
A/N: In which I rewrite the scene of my first encounter with incest in a book. If you get it, you get it.
YOU NEVER dared call Alicent mother out loud. But in your mind, she was.
The woman who had birthed you had passed away the same day you had been born. Out of her womb you had been pulled, alongside your twin. He had not survived the day.
Queen Aemma Arryn was a mere name to you, a woman who existed in paintings and shadows, a ghost that lurked on the Red Keep. Your father never once spoke of her too you, too consumed by guilt and grief. In fact, he did his best to never speak to you at all.
You were an uncomfortable reminder of the crime he had committed. Robbing a woman of life so a man may live. It hadnât even worked in the end. Your brother had faded from this world, nothing of him remaining.
Against all odds, you had. You had clung to life, the Maesters would later say. Fought tooth and nail to stay in this world. And somehow, it hadnât been enough. Your father avoided you like the plague, but Alicent, guilty, scared, lonely Alicent, did not. She was all you had.
You stared at your reflection in the mirror. Despite your dramatic entrance to the world, and your eventful first few months of life, your life had turned out to be quite lackluster. There were no exciting adventures or claiming of dragons, much less a moniker attached to your name like there was to Rhaenyra or Daemon. You wondered why this, out of all things, had to be different.
The robes looked graceful enough on you, you supposed. Your father had called you a true Valyrian beauty, the very image of your mother. You knew it wasnât true. King Viserys didnât remember her. How could he, if he had done his best attempts to erase her? He had replaced her at once, and he never once spoke of her again. At least, not with you.
His presence in your life could be defined with one word: Absence. But he had thought it fair to reappear when he needs you to do something for him. The least he could have done would have been asking for your input about the wedding.
If you had been asked, you would have chosen a traditional wedding ceremony, with a Septon and a hand fasting. You would have worn a Targaryen cloak⌠To be exchanged for another Targaryen cloak. No. Perhaps it had been for the best, not to desecrate such a beautiful ritual with this nonsense.
Still, you couldn't shake the feeling of not being really married. You didnât like it. And you liked the man who was waiting for you on the other side of the door much less.
âAre you done, niece?â The knock on the door forced you into action, once again. You reached into the basin, watching the cool water shift under your fingers. There was something about the cold that cleared your head, helped you think. You took a deep breath, and tried to focus.
Alicent had told you that you should obey him in all things. That you had to do your duty, just as she had done hers. But you had seen the fear in her eyes when you were getting ready for the ceremony, and how her hands had grasped at you desperately during the feast. It had taken Ser Ottoâs intervention to make her let go of you.
Your bedtime stories had not prepared either of you for this. When you were a young girl, plagued by night terrors, she would sit at the foot of your bed and pretend to read your destiny.
âOne day, you will fly to the moon wearing spiderwebs as wings.â She would squint at your hand, making a show of reading the lines there.
âTell me more!â You would squeal, fears forgotten. Despite not being the motherly type, she would always indulge you. Perhaps, because she saw herself in you. Another little girl, her mother dead, her father defined by his lack of presence.
âIt says hereâŚâ Alicent would tickle your palm. âThat you will grow up into a beautiful, beautiful princess who will marry a handsome lord. He will love you very much.â
Out of all the lies you had been told, it was your favorite. Each night, you would ask to hear it again and again, and think, tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow I will be all grown, and the lady of a great castle. My father will love me then.
It had been a consolation you had clung on through all your childhood. You were a princess, worthy of being appreciated by your future husband. He would love you, you knew. You would build something together, something only yours. You would raise your children to be better than you, following Alicentâs example. You would be happy.
You had never realized how much she had clung to that thought too. Her frustrated dreams for herself had been turned into hope for your future. Alicent had spoken them into the night like an enchantment, as if she could bring them to life by repeating the words over and over. So you could have what she hadnât had. Like all parents wished.
What both of you had imagined wasn't this. You wanted to scream from rage.
âJust a bit more.â You said, your resolve hardening. The faith of the Seven dictated that laying with a relative was a sin, the same for laying with a man who was not your husband. They barely recognized Valyrian wedding ceremonies.
Had you really married him? Your High Valyrian was sloppy. Your mother had not taught you much, and your lessons had often been interrupted because of Aegon. Out of all your siblings, Aemond had been the most proficient one. He had not been present at the ceremony, being judged too young to attend.
It had been your parents, Daemon, Aegon. An intimate ceremony, just as they liked. Could your father betray you so? Give you away as a whore to appease his brother?
You opened the tableâs drawers. Daemonâs bathing room was unfamiliar to you, but he must have used something to shave and you would find it. You riffled through various oils and soaps before finding the blade you were seeking.
With your non-dominant hand, you bunched the robes up. Bracing yourself, you used your other hand to slit your upper thigh. At first, you didnât draw blood, despite feeling the sting of the blade. Your grip was too shaky. But your determination didnât waver. Your father had asked too much of you already, there was no power in the world that could force you to share your Uncleâs bed.
Your second attempt was much more successful. Despite having tensed the muscles of your thigh anticipating pain, it didnât hurt as much as you expected. Blood rushed out. You grabbed a rag and rubbed it on it. You examined it, coldly. No matter how Valyrian, you bled red, like any Andal.
You schooled yourself into faux embarrassment before you spoke.
âCould you⌠HusbandâŚ. Could you fetch my mother?â
Despite your calculations, you make the mistake regardless. The noun slips from your tongue, unprompted. A slip. The first of many to come. The temperature dropped in the room, Daemonâs anger a near palpable thing.
âYour mother is dead, niece.â He stressed the last word in a way you didnât like. Despite the door separating the two of you, you could tell his mood had shifted from bad to something much worse. You feared what he might do to you, were you to backtrack in your plan. âWhatever Alicent has been teaching you, you should know you are not hers.â
âQueen Alicent.â You corrected, annoyed. How did he dare criticize the way she had raised you, when there had been literally no one else around up to the task. How did he dare speak down to you, as if you were a simpleton? You fought to keep your tone steady and stomped on the anger bubbling up. âI have⌠lady troubles.â
âLady troubles?â Daemon asked, sounding puzzled.
You pondered the merits of skirting around the issue. You werenât in the mood to enter a euphemismâs discussion, and so, decided to be more graphic.
The bloody rag was held gently between your fingers when you opened the door. No more words were needed. Daemon cursed and went to get your mother.
HE DOESNâT dare ask at first. Daemon understands that womenâs bodies work different from his own. He has never bedded one in her moonblood, and doesnât intend to start with you.
Despite your beauty, Daemon felt oddly disappointed. He had hoped, with you being fully Rhaenyraâs sister and not half, like his younger nephews, that you would be similar to her.
You werenât. You lacked her fierceness and the respect for your heritage. The only thing Valyrian about you was your looks. You didnât even have a dragon of your own, and were so damn timid, he might confuse you with a mouse rather than a Princess.
Because of that same reason, he let you be during your moonblood. While Daemon didnât object to some blood, he doubted you would be the same. Bedding unwilling maidens wasnât his thing. He preferred his girls willing, be it from the promise of coin or delirious from their own lust.
Somehow, he was getting the feeling you werenât going to be the second type anytime soon. Every time he attempted to kiss you, you squirmed away, as if he were initiating something sinful and not simply trying to kiss his wife.
âSeven Hells, would it kill you to remain still?â He asked as you nervously avoided his grip on your waist. âI am not trying to initiate anything. I know you are still on your courses. Stand still. I command it.â
âI⌠IâŚâ You had looked at him, all hesitant eyes. Alicent had done scarcely any things right when raising you, but at least she had instilled you obedience. But blood couldnât be denied, and every so often your Valyrian nature reared its head. Mostly, playing against Daemon rather than in his favor. Little dragon that you were, you werenât keen on following orders.
Ah, but bring you a Septa. Then you were jumping out of your seat to offer the damn woman your chair and observing her earnestly for non-verbal cues, tending to her every need like a commoner. Ridiculous.
âThe Mother obeys the Father, from what I understand.â Daemon kept his tone matter of fact. He wasnât certain that the Seven Pointed Star said that, but it sounded right, and it suited him, so he spoke the words with as much conviction as he could muster. In truth, Daemon had never opened the damn book in his life. A waste of time. The Septons he knew were a bunch of cunts and their followers werenât any better.
âMaidens are supposed to be demure.â You protested. âNot indulge on indecent displays.â
âYou are not meant to be a maiden any longer.â He grabbed you by the waist regardless, coaxing you to stroll next to him. âAnd wives obey their husbands.â
While you remained unconvinced, you allowed him to lead you around the Red Keepâs gardens. He kept a constant stream of chatter, using all his best lines, but you answered in monosyllables. Not only did Daemon wish to cultivate a better relationship with you, but he also wanted to flaunt his new bride. It was only fair that the other cunts here got a look at Targaryen superiority. Kept them from being too uppity.
Like everything else in this marriage, though, that too proved elusive. Soon, whispers began to circulate about his virility. One of your maids had a loose tongue, it seemed. The whole castle was snickering about it not even a week later. You, like usual, were oblivious.
In a fit of anger Daemon would later not be proud of, he got all the little chits whipped. But their attitudes about your moonblood made him begin to suspect something was amiss. A fortnight of bleeding seemed⌠Strange. While he was never particularly interested in womenâs bodies beyond fucking them, something had to be wrong. An inquiry with the Maester proved him right. Apparently, over a week was unusual, a fortnight near impossible.
That night, he sat on the foot of your shared bed, watching you fret around the room. Daemon had asked for shared chambers, thinking it would bring the two of you closer. With his constant exiles and marriages, and the fact that Alicent had coddled you during your whole existence, you were a stranger with a familiar face. He had hoped to entice you by appealing to your curiosity about marital duties. Safe to say, it didnât work.
You had put up barriers. Both metaphorical and physical ones. Right now, you were at it again. Laying down a towel on your side of the bed and a pillow in the middle of it. As he watched you, he found himself struck by the beauty of your hands. They were firm and precise in their movements, fixing down the towel and then neatly delimiting your side of the bed with the pillow.
You were wearing the most hideous nightshirt know to man, more adequate for a Septa than a newlywed. Slightly bent over, fluffing up your pillows, Daemon noticed that it was as white as fresh snow. Now that he thought of it, all your shifts were. And yet, none of them had ever been stained. Nor had the towel you placed on the bed and loudly proclaimed it was to avoid leakages. An effort to make yourself more unappealing, perhaps?
Somehow, the realization didnât anger him. Instead, it made him more curious. Was this your way of rebelling? Were you scared? What went on behind your eyes, inside that skull of yours?
âWife.â Daemon finally spoke, when you were starting to kneel for your nightly prayers. You paused, kneeling gracefully. You looked up at him, all curious eyes and nervous smile. âHave your courses always been this long?â
This time, he watches your reaction closely. During these past days, Daemon has not pressured you about it. But now, he waits on bated breath.
Your eyes widen. The hands you have clasped in prayer get even tighter pressed together.
âOh, you shouldnât⌠These are womanly concerns.â You are a terrible liar. He would laugh, were it not such a cruel thing to do when in the face of a little fool.
âI insist.â Daemon arches an eyebrow at you. You squirm on your knees like there are ants on your shift. You are visibly distraught. Does it pain you, pious girl that you are, to be committing a sin?
âYes, they are.â
Another lie. He had asked some of the fools in Viserysâ employment. Yours didnât last more than a week. But Daemon finds all the twitching you are doing entertaining, and so, decides to give you more rope to hang yourself.
âAnd yet, your father promised that you were fertile.â He drawls, cruel amusement almost leaking into his tone. He canât help the way his lips twitch. This is too entertaining. Itâs like toying with a mouse before eating it.
âI⌠I am.â You weakly defend yourself. Your face is looking more distressed by the second. And is that..? Oh, wonderful, you are starting to sweat a little.
âNo, you are not. You are either lying about that, or about your moonblood.â
âI am not!â You protest, finally getting up from your kneeling position. A shame. You looked positively delicious in your predicament.
âYes, you are! But I am giving you a chance to tell me the truth. Which one are you lying about?â
âI am not.â You look about to flee the room, so Daemon gets up and places himself on your path. You flinch a bit, but stubbornly refuse to admit the truth. His amusement at your attitude is starting to turn sour. Not only it is unflattering that you are making up excuses to avoid bedding him, but they are so stupid half the court is laughing at him behind his back about it. And you, absolute fool, canât admit it.
âWrong answer, niece.â He steps closer, trying to intimidate you. âI know the truth.â
âYou do?â You startle. You take a step back, nearly tripping on the hem of that ugly nightgown. Daemon reaches to steady you, his grip on your arms punishingly. You twitch, as if sensing that you are caught in the maws of a hungry beast that could pounce at any moment.
âYou are not on your moonblood. You can't be every single day of the moon!â He shakes you a little, making you yelp. But then, the most astounding thing happens. Because instead of going very still, as the frightened bird that you are, you shove him hard.
âWhat would you know!â You scream at him, pointing one finger at his face. Daemon wishes to say he is unbothered by your hysterics, but instead, he grabs your accusing hand and tugs it. The delicate bones shift inside his hand, threatening to snap, and you're left with no choice but go towards him or break your finger.
Wisely, you choose the second. You are breathing hard, and looking up at him in righteous indignation.
âBrute!â
âI asked your maids.â Daemon smirks at you, something ugly appearing on his face. In truth, whatever you see spooks you because you deflate a little. âSo? Shall you tell me the truth? Or must I find it myself?â
He makes it as if to lift your shift. You bat his hand away, hard. Interesting enough, you harden then.
âWhat else is there to know? Beyond that I am not on my moonblood?â
âWe can start with why you lied. Or why you donât wish to lay with me.â Daemon suggests, gripping you tightly so you cannot escape. He brings his face closer to yours.
Your eyes are wide. Your face is frozen into a terrified expression, like you are realizing all your lies are catching up to you.
âI didnât want you to force me.â You say, voice barely a whisper. Who do you think he is? Some sort of monster? Your depraved half brother, perhaps? Daemon had already heard the exploits that one was up to. Jerking off in a window, of all things.
âForce you! If I wanted to force you, I could already have.â Daemon rolls his eyes. You were not trained in any sort of combat, and you were the kind who had her head in the clouds more often than not. You were not a match for him. If Daemon wanted to force you, he just had to pin you down or pull out Dark Sister.
You stay quiet, perhaps coming to the same realization. You have gone to bed next to him for nearly two weeks, only in thin shifts. Every day, you have woken up untouched. Doubt starts to cloud up your face, as if you are noticing how vulnerable you truly have been and how well Daemon has behaved.
As if he were going to be deterred by a little blood. He was a true Targaryen. It was in his houseâs words. Plenty of maidens bled when being split open on his cock. Your moonblood would not be very different.
Daemon decides to appeal to your more⌠Hightower side. Perhaps that would get you to yield to him. He uses his more Otto-like tone, trying to sound as cunty as possible.
âItâs your duty.â
You shake your head, frantically.
âWe canât. It's not right. You are my uncle.â
Your words are spoken with such conviction, he has to fight the urge to scream. That was your problem? You? A daughter of the house of the dragon, complaining about incest?
âIt is not unprecedented. Our whole line begins because Aegon the conqueror had his sister wives. And then, Maegor married his niece, too.â Daemonâs words are sharp. He lets go of you and starts to pace the room. Good Gods, what had Alicent done to you? Had she twisted your mind so, you now thought marrying him was wrong because you were related?
âAnd their marriage was cursed. No child was born out of their union.â You reply, with an ugly smile. He wants to slap it out of your little face. Smug little girl, thinking she knows everything about the world.
âJaehaerys married his sister, the Good Queen Alyssane. They had plenty of children.â He insists, trying to get you to notice the flaws in your argument. Everyone knew that the only way to preserve the Valyrian bloodline was by marrying other Valyrians. Otherwise, the magic in their blood would dilute, and they would no longer be able to claim dragons. It was common sense.
âAll of them turned out very⌠queer.â
âMy parents..!â But you interrupt him before he can finish.
âExceptionally queer, too.â
Daemon feels his face heating up. No one before has managed to infuriate him so. He wants to shake some sense into you. His hands itch for something to punish you with. Impudent little thing, daring to suggest his parents had been queer!
Queer! The queer one here was you! A Targaryen who opposed incest!
âListen here, you awful littleâŚâ
âStop that. Stop insulting me, by the Seven. You wonât change my mind.â You raise one of your hands, in the universal halt sign. âI will never share your bed.â
At that, Daemon thinks actual steam must be coming out of his ears. Never. As if. You would change your mind, he knows it. No one can resist him for long. He is experienced, charming, and handsome. A prince and a true dragon. What more could anyone want?
He would make you regret your words. He would show you. Under all your repressed, Hightower ways, you were a dragon. Targaryen blood ran thick. Daemon would have you eating out of the palm of his hand before you could realize. Before, he hadnât really been trying. But now? He was ready for war.
âCome here.â He orders. You stare at him, and do not move. âYou will disobey me in this, too?â
You step closer, eyes narrowed in suspicion.
âI wish to make a deal.â Daemon says. You cross your arms over your chest. âYou donât have to bed me if you donât want to. But you will have to give me something in exchange.â
âWhat?â You tap your foot against the floor, impatiently. Yet your face, as always, betrays you. His offer has made you lower your guard, interested in what he has to say. Probably because you are seeing a way out of this whole issue.
âI want you to let me be as affectionate as I wish with you.â
âFine.â You snarl at him, trying to look fierce. But you are too new to this game of pretending for Daemon to not see through your mask. You are confused.
He steps closer. He gathers you into his arms, and hugs you.
At first, you tense. Your arms remain glued to your sides, body stiff in his arms. Daemon enjoys the feel of it regardless. You smell like innocence, sweet and young. Your body is soft and feminine, nothing like the hard muscles of his first wife. He allows himself to relax into you.
Eventually, your body sags a bit. You relax into the hug.
âI wish⌠I wishâŚ.â You start speaking, face hidden in his shoulder. Daemon doesnât let go. His gut tells him that whatever you are going to say, it is important. âI wish I wasnât ashamed. And that⌠In our wedding ceremony, I would have liked to know what was being said.â
Daemonâs heart aches. His poor little Hightower, denied of her birthright. And then, a giant grin spreads on his face. Here it was. The opportunity he needed.
âI will teach you.â Daemon whispers, against your hair. He kisses it. Itâs a lovely thing, an icy blonde that doesnât fit your warm personality. Now that you are not fighting him, he is starting to notice you are very sweet natured. âI promise.â
âYou will?â You look up at him, wary. âAnd what will the price be?â
Daemon chuckles.
âNo price.â He caresses the bridge of your nose, tracing your features. You seem bashful at the attention, and it is so adorable, he canât help but kiss you.
You startle. All coltish, you nearly elbow him in your haste to move away.
âWhat are you doing? We said no bedding!â
âI know.â Daemon smiles at you, indulgently. Now is the time to tread carefully, less you spook, and he ends up losing all his progress. âI just want to kiss my wife. Affection, for the sake of it. Kissing doesnât need to lead to anything.â
You nod. You donât seem convinced. But he soon discovers your hesitance comes from something else.
âI have never kissed anyone.â You whisper, almost ashamed.
âThen let me teach you that too.â And he is leaning in, and capturing your mouth with his.
âI GOT you something.â Daemon suddenly says, one morning. You lift your gaze from your book, an historic account about the doom of old Valyria, and watch him with curious eyes.
Your husband is carrying a bundle of cloth on his arms. He is back from his usual shenanigans in the city. Betting and drinking, but no longer any whoring, he assures you. The Lord of Flea Bottom is no more, or so he says.
It is quite early. You have just broke your fast with your mother, after the two of you did your morning prayers together. It is a ritual you find great comfort in, despite Daemon doing his best to discourage you. He doesnât like that you worship the Faith of the Seven.
He has grown slightly more tolerant of Alicent as time goes by. You cannot say the same for her. Despite the fact that Daemon treats you well, she still canât seem to get over the fact that he is Daemon Targaryen, the same man who had terrorized her father, courted her best friend and possibly murdered his last wife.
The bundle of clothes moves in Daemonâs arms. You place your book down, and creep closer, wondering about its contents. Itâs then that you hear it. A soft, quiet mewl.
A grin spreads across your face. You cross the distance between the two of you, and watch as a small paw reaches out from the cloth, flexing its tiny claws. It is covered in white fur, the cushions on the bottom of it a soft pink.
âA kitten!â You say, delighted. You take it from Daemon and cradle it against you. The kitten canât be older than a few weeks. His eyes are already open, a cloudy gray that takes your breath away. Itâs love at first sight. âOh, husband, thank you!â
âI saw it when I was coming back this morning. Thought you would like the damn thing.â Daemon says, gruffly. He crosses his arms over his chest.
âI will name him⌠Quicksilver!â You say, cheerily. It makes his lips twitch a bit, unable to hide his amusement. This week, Daemon has been helping you practice your High Valyrian by reading a more recent text, accounting the times of King Aerys.
The language practice has brought the two of you closer. You are no longer as resentful or scared of him as you once were. You spend nearly all your evenings with him, pouring over gigantic tomes written in the language of your ancestors. Daemon patiently corrects your pronunciation, teaching you the right way of rolling the vocals, and how to accentuate your consonants.
You would have never thought you would enjoy learning so much. He is a very compelling teacher, clearly passionate about the subject yet stern enough to make you do all your assignments before their due date. Daemon is patient and encouraging, willing to explain things to you over and over again until you understand them fully.
The kitten yawns, showing a row of tiny white teeth and a pink tongue. You coo.
âTiny but fierce.â Daemon smirks. âThe Seven preserve us all.â
âHow pious.â You tease, and Daemon steps closer. He grabs your waist and pulls you in for a kiss, Quicksilver still in your arms.
Despite having kissed him many times before now, you feel as weak to his advances as you had felt the first time he had kissed you. Daemon kisses like he is conquering, nipping at your lower lip until you open for him, and taking complete ownership of your mouth. His hands grasp at your nape, holding you against him. There is no escape from his kisses, and it fills you with a thrill you had never expected to feel before. Daemon wants you. He desires you, as a man desires a woman. There is no headier feeling than that.
At first, you had thought he was lonely. Why else would he ask for affection, when he was able to ask for anything else from you? That night, when he had found out you had been lying to him, Daemon could have asked for anything, done anything to you. Not a man in the realm would have judged him for it.
His behavior after that only seemed to confirm it. When the two of you were in public, his hands would linger on you, as if fearing you would leave his side. When someone told a funny joke, his eyes would seek yours before laughing, making sure you were still there.
It was an urge you understood too well. Abandonment was something you had learned to fear as well. Your mother had left you unwillingly. Your father and sister had both been eager to wash their hands from you. You guessed Daemonâs life had been a bit like that, too. From what you had heard, his mother had passed when he was a child. Your father had grown tired of him. And your sister⌠Well. That had been his fault.
When you grew up like that, you clung to every kindness, to every slice of warmth you could get. It was no wonder Daemon clung to you as hard as he did. It was difficult to live like that, not knowing what kindness feels like, grasping desperately to any scraps of it until you can almost piece together what the real thing feels like.
Despite having all reasons not to, Daemonâs attention never turned suffocating. Perhaps, you too, were starved for affection. You had gone your whole life with no positive male attention, being overshadowed by your sister and forced into almost a Septa-like life by your mother. His touches were never beyond the proper attention a man would show his wife in public. It felt almost⌠fatherly.
As a child, your father had never sat with you, or listened to anything you said. Daemon, instead, seemed to pay close attention to everything you did or told him. He sat for hours with you, pouring over myths and historical accounts, correcting your pronunciation of High Valyrian, teaching you the meaning behind old rituals.
It was as if a door had been opened for you. One you could use to glimpse inside his mind, and your fatherâs and even Rhaenyraâs. You understood now much more about how they behaved, and why they did. You didnât necessarily agree, but you understood.
Some confusing feelings had begun to arise with all this new information stuffed into your head. You liked Daemonâs attention. He was charming, and it made you feel good about yourself, being able to keep someone as worldly and cultured as him interested in you. It made you wish, sometimes, to have been his daughter instead of King Viserysâ. But at the same time, the way you felt and the things you did with him werenât the kind of things you imagined daughters feeling for their parents.
When Daemon kissed you, as he did now, you felt your stomach swoop. His skilled mouth made your skin tingle, and all your hairs stand up on edge. It made you feel ashamed of yourself. You werenât supposed to feel such things for your uncle. No matter how Valyrian, it was just not right.
What made you feel even more ashamed was the fact that sometimes, when he kissed you for too long, the place between your legs would get slick with arousal. You wanted him too, you realized, with the utmost horror. You wanted him like a woman desires a man. A wife desires her husband.
It is then the game starts. Daemon kisses you, and you kiss back, eagerly exploring his mouth and learning how to play his game. You make out with him for what feels like hours, until you feel drunk from his kisses and become as pliant and soft as clay being molded in his hands. It is then that you let him touch you a bit more, push the boundaries your previous truce has set. His hands grasp at your hips, his lips mouth at your neck. And when the edge of your shift starts to ride up, or his lips trail too close to the neckline of it, you jolt out of your stupor.
Shame licks at your spine, grabs tightly at the back of your head. Makes you stiffen under him, body set into a hard line. How can you be so wanton? Why do you behave in such whorish ways? You struggle then, overcome by the embarrassment you feel at your own behavior.
Daemon tries to subdue you. Sometimes, you fold, other times you spend the night tossing and turning on the bed, trying to get the upper hand. Sometimes, he wins, and pins you down on the mattress. But instead of forcing you, he kisses you again and the game begins anew.
You spend the nights like this. Kissing and struggling with anxious violence, until it has begun to replace the act of love. You can tell Daemon enjoys your struggles, the feel of your buttocks against his clothed crotch. You can feel the weight of him against your hip, burning hot and hard.
Eventually, he tires and heads out. You donât know if he pleasures himself then, or if he just ignores his arousal until it goes away. You prefer the second when it comes to yourself. For hours, you stare at the ceiling, willing the heat in your blood to go away. Sleeps evades you, yet when it does not, it feels even more torturous. You dream of him, of the act, conjuring lewd positions and thoughts, until morning comes, and you feel like you have not slept at all.
This precarious balance could never last. You are not good at the courtâs games, having been a wallflower most of your life. You are a stranger to waging tongues, and malicious comments, but Daemon is not. He is doomed to always be the center of attention, this husband of yours.
Someone notices that almost three moons after marriage, you are still a maiden And someone remembers Daemonâs lack of children with his first wife. One plus one makes two.
He comes to find you in the Royal Sept, as you are lighting candles with your mother. He grabs you briskly by the arm and drags you away, the match still alight between your fingers.
âHave you heard?â Daemon asks, breathless. It is clear that he has rushed to you. âWhat they are saying about me?â
You shake your head.
âHow would I?â You are, after all, as isolated as you were before the wedding. Your only companions are Quicksilver, Daemon, your mother, and your siblings. And Aegon is at that terrible age, where he behaves like a little deviant. The others are too young to provide true companionship, Helaena stuck on her imaginary worlds and Aemond not quite a boy, not yet a man.
âThey say I am impotent. That your womb has not quickened because I have not taken you. Because I am unable to.â The crude words Daemon speaks make your eyes widen. You have grown protected from the nastier side of court life, forgotten as you were. You cannot believe how someone would dare comment on a married coupleâs bedroom activities, which are meant to be one of the more sacred things to happen between man and wife according to the Seven. Much less, how someone would dare to utter such poisonous slander.
âWe know itâs not the truth.â You place your hand on his arm, trying to soothe his wounded pride. Daemon is, above all, impulsive. You fear he is about to do something rash, even if you do not imagine yet what.
Isnât it enough that the two of you know the courtiers are in the wrong? You have felt the press of his member, hard against your hip, in the nights the two of you struggle. You have felt his hips rutting against yours, as his kisses mapped unknown constellations on your shoulders. What does it matter if Daemon hasnât taken you? How can these people dare interfere, or even mention what the two of you do or do not do?
Shame, once again, grips you in its clutches. You feel your face warm at the thought of how these strangers must view you. Queer. Twisted. You wonder if they blame his inability to perform on your blood ties. If they think the Seven are cursing your marriage, just as they had with the ones of King Maegor.
âIt isnât.â Daemon says, coldly. He walks away, a tense line on his shoulders, and you walk back inside the Sept.
Alicent is still lighting candles. You sense that there are not enough of them to make a difference for what is about to happen.
That night, a disgruntled looking Harwin Strong wakes you up. He tells you how he is there to supervise your packing. You are leaving the city, he explains, to your bewilderment. Effective immediately.
As you place your dresses inside some linens, and ready Quicksilver, you manage to coax the story out of him.
Daemon had been at his usual haunt in Flea Bottom, betting on some cockfights. You could picture the scene clearly. Daemon, lazily counting his winnings with that infuriating smug look he got when he was proud of himself. An angry patron, getting up and on his face after losing to him.
âMaybe that cock will work for your wife!â
The whole establishment erupting into laughter. Daemon, cold smile on his lips.
âGo to your manse, and arm yourself. Because I am going to kill you tonight.â
After that, there was little he could say in his own defense to King Viserys. It had been a premeditated act, in front of multiple witnesses. No way of denying it, or trying to shift the blame.
You stood outside the city gates, observing Caraxes. He looked as done with Daemonâs antics as you felt. In front of you, stood the world.
Daemon strode by, being dragged by Ser Harwin. He was chained, but managed to look as carefree as any free man.
âYou know the rules.â Ser Harwin said, unchaining him, before turning towards you. There was a bit of sorrow in his brown eyes, perhaps feeling pity for you. âFarewell, Princess.â
âWhere to, Lady Wife?â Daemon asked, cheekily. There was no hint of remorse on his face. It seemed exile reinvigorated him like nothing else.
Your lips pursed into a thin line. You didnât want to leave. It was scary, the thought of being away from home. The times you had been outside the Red Keep could be counted with the fingers of your hands alone. And what were you to do, friendless in the big world that opened in front of you?
You wanted to punish him. If he was giving you a choice, you were going to give him a lesson.
âTo the North. Perhaps that hot blood of yours will fare better there.â
âARE YOU sure?â You ask him, all pleading eyes. Daemon nods, already sitting inside the hot spring. You are strangely fearful of the warm water, perhaps, having already grown used to the cold of the North.
âIf this scalds me alive, I will come back to haunt you.â You warn, turning to face away before beginning to undress. Daemon canât help but let his eyes linger on your body, despite knowing how indignant it would get you were you to notice. He has promised to avert his eyes, after all.
Naive as you are, you never check to see that he actually does.
He watches as you remove your furs, and unlace your dress. It has taken him quite some effort to get you to feel comfortable enough to be naked in his presence. There might come a day when you are desensitized to nakedness, but Daemon guesses you are still far away from it. He has to keep trying.
You are worth the effort, though. His precious niece, sweet as the Maiden herself and twice as pretty.
âDragons donât burn.â He answers, absentmindedly. You are only wearing your chemise and your hoses, and as you lean down to remove those, he gets a perfect view of your cute rear.
âPerhaps. But I am no dragon.â You pull the chemise over your head, unaware of the fact that you are being watched. Daemon drinks in the sight of your naked legs, strong yet delicate, leading up to beautiful hips and a soft back. As you pull your hair up, he notices how the muscles of your arms and back move in a graceful combination that canât be anything more but a natural gift. He spends a few seconds mesmerized by you, before you start to turn around and Daemon remembers he is supposed to be averting his eyes.
He fixes them politely on the other side of the hot spring, careful to not let you catch him looking out of the corner of his eyes. You are becoming sloppy in your old age, he scolds himself. Daemon can't help it. Lately, he feels more like the boy he once was than the man he is. His attempts at seduction are fumbled, he gets carried away by his passion, a single one of your smiles can render him tongue twisted.
Everything that you do is charming. The slight sway of your hips as you walk, the way your eyes light up when you laugh, but most of all, your personality. Freed from the cage of Alicentâs judgmental stares, you seem to be growing into yourself. Life on the road seems to suit you, despite your fearful nature. Surrounded by strangers, you no longer feel the weight of being judged for imaginary sins.
âYou are. Just one with a moreâŚ. Fragile constitution.â How he wishes to be able to turn back time, sometimes. Gather the girl you once were into his arms and soothe all the old hurts. Raise you the right way, give you all the attention you had desperately needed and watch you bloom into an impressive woman. You were already a creature of impossible beauty. How much better could you have been, if they hadnât stunted your growth?
You were too much of a Hightower, Daemon himself had thought once. But Alicent had thought you not Hightower enough, and she had tried to mold you into one, keeping you well away from what she thought of as queer customs.
Who had told you weren't a dragon? And how had they made that awful lesson stick, until you felt adrift, and belonged nowhere?
The sudden sound of water shifting, and you hissing makes him jolt out of his contemplation. Daemon turns his head the barest bit, managing to catch sight of your hips sinking into the water, and the shape of one of your breasts. There is one puffy nipple crowning it, hard and proud and begging to be bitten. He fights the urge to pounce on you, and instead remains sitting on his side of the natural pool and tries to relax into the warm water. Patience is of the essence in seduction, after all. You need to come to him convinced it is your idea.
âReady.â You say, sounding a bit too close. He turns and there you are, right in front of him. You sit on the shallower end, water covering you to nearly your collarbones. Daemon playfully reaches out with his foot and touches your leg, making you jump. He laughs.
âIt isnât so bad, is it?â Daemonâs voice still carries a bit of mirth. He canât help it, you have such cute reactions.
âNo. Almost like a warm bath.â You fan your face with your hands. Seeing you lose your composure a little, Daemon feels a bit guilty about pressuring you to enter the pool. Itâs true you are not as used to extreme heat as he is. He rushes to your side, uncaring of his own nakedness.
âToo hot?â He asks you, wiping away a stray drop of sweat before it can get into your eyes. You mumble something incoherent, so he presses a hand to your forehead. He doesnât want you to swoon from heat exhaustion, out of all things. But your temperature is normal. It is then he realizes your eyes are fixated on his chest.
Ah. Poor thing. Daemon can feel his lips stretching into a proud smile. Finally, succumbing to your lust. He should press his advantage, but he finds himself hesitating to do so. Despite how appealing he finds you, he understands that you are different. A being that walks the world of the divine and the mundane that skirts the two but was not made for the more carnal things.
Instead, he commits the sight to memory, for when he decides to touch himself. Perhaps tonight, even. It is something he has been doing more and more often. Daemon has found intercourse with whores is nowhere near as fun as laying on the bed, with you by his side, and tugging at his cock until completion.
He is never quiet about what he is doing. Soft grunts and moans fill your chambers each time he does. You pretend to be asleep, but Daemon can tell you are listening. The next day, you turn fevered with lust. It is you who kisses him, who rakes her claws along his back.
There is no consummation yet. But it is becoming clearer than once fully freed from the judgment of your family, there will be.
You sway slightly. Daemon opens his arms, and lets you curl into him. He guides the two of you into a sitting position, placing you firmly on his lap. Your hair falls into a mess of curls thanks to the humidity, up do barely resisting. He fixes it for you, tightening the ribbon keeping it up. Then, he starts massaging your neck and shoulders.
The pleasure of your bare skin under his hands is undescribable. Itâs a luxury he has worked hard to get, and for that, tastes even sweeter. Your sweet little face is scrunched up, in a rare show of pain and pleasure. Daemon wonders if it is the face you would make when he spears you open on his cock.
An annoying hardness begins to make itself known in his groin. He feels like a mere boy, getting excited about the smallest touch. You are driving him mad. And Daemon is enjoying every second of it.
Almost as if listening to his inner monologue, you shift on his lap. Something seems to be bothering you. You canât get comfortable, and you squirm on his lap more than a seasoned whore. Daemon can pinpoint the exact moment you notice what you are squirming on. Your eyes go wide and you freeze. An embarrassed look takes over your face.
He fights the urge to laugh, wrapping his arms more firmly around you and encouraging to rest against his chest. Daemon could spend years like this. Denial is a fun game. Months have passed, and he has yet to grow tired of it, of taking away your innocence little by little.
You lean in. You give him a playful little smile, and you bite, hard. The pain from your teeth blooms on his shoulder, making his cock throb.
âImpudent little thing.â He chastises, softly. âI should spank the defiance out of you.â
You laugh. You have come to realize that he is not as much of a brute as everyone painted him to be, and that he is too soft to make good on his threat. Ever since your argument, Daemon has never hurt you. He likes you too much for it. He wouldnât force you to bed him, nor would he willingly do anything to upset you. Not even if you announced you didnât want him touching you ever again.
Was this what love felt like, he wondered? Being happy with just sharing the same air you did, watching you play with your cat, being honored that he was trusted enough to feed the damn thing?
It probably was. But hell, if he was going to let it stop this corruption of your innocence. No. Instead, Daemon grabbed you by the shoulders and bit down on the hollow of your throat, playfully. You made a small sound, like a caught animal. He could tell you were getting ready to succumb to pleasure once more. His hedonist little wife, always ready to be put in a kiss drunk state. You turned liquid in his arms when it happened, going lax over him.
Daemon could tease you some more. Or⌠He leans in, breathing in your scent, before blowing a giant raspberry by the side of your neck. You shriek in laughter, squirming on his lap. Water is sent flying everywhere. He peppers your face and neck in kisses as you do, laughing st your squeals and squirming.
âDaemon.â You say, after a while, when the both of you have calmed down. Your head rests on his shoulder, expression hidden.
âLittle niece.â He whispers, and you tremble at the endearment.
âI have decided something.â You whisper back. Somehow, your voice feels loud in the cave of the hot spring, nothing but the soft murmur of water being heard.
âYou have?â Daemon asks, heart thumping in his chest as if he has just taken to the skies in Caraxes. He pulls you out of hiding, lifting your head towards him.
âI want to marry you right.â You say, shyly. You look deeply embarrassed. âUnder my faith. So we canâŚâ You trail off, averting your eyes.
âSo we can..?â Daemon asks, feeling a triumphant grin spread over his face.
âHave a child.â
And oh, it is the most wonderful thing he has even heard. He will buy you a cloak, and a couple of ribbons for the hand fasting. He will find the two of you a home. Daemon says all this, as he presses his forehead against yours. Not even his conquest of the Stepstones felt as sweet.
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â đđ¨đŤđđŻđđŤđŚđ¨đŤđ.
m. - "forevermore" typically refers to something that lasts for an indefinite amount of time or for eternity. it implies a sense of permanence or lastingness.
You've ran away from your husband, the 11th Fatui Harbinger, Tartaglia himself. However, have you truly escaped his grasp?
yandere! tartaglia x fem! reader.
The shimmering rays of bright morning sunlight made the living room come to life as you sat in a classic wooden chair, a steaming cup of tea in your hand. It burned your fingers ever so slightly but you could not be bothered to remove them from the cup.
The pain made you not focus on the massive bouquet of flowers which were placed on your pretty white table.
From the corner of your vision, you could see the card which clung onto the fresh bunch of blooms, the handwriting on it disgustingly elaborate but oh so familiar.
"Blood red roses." The card said.
"I always knew that you fancied roses, and I couldn't resist to get you these specific ones when I saw you looking at them."
Bastard. How he had managed to track you all the way to Mondstatd was beyond your comprehension, but in hindsight, you really should have known better. The Fatui could sneak in anywhere they damn well pleased, be it the hustle and bustle of the city of Mondstatd, to the dirty cracks of the Chasm.
It was only natural that the many agents which were stationed in the city would start to talk upon seeing the wife of a Lord Harbinger so far from home.
You concealed yourself at first, obviously. Most unfortunately, word started to spread like wildfire that you had fled in the dead of night, never to be seen by anyone. And, due to the fact that your husband did not possess a single shred of decency in his body, he proudly showed you off wherever he could.
Just the mere thought of the memory made you shudder.
Your good husband was - is - a wealthy man. He made sure to spoil you in the finest of silks known to man and the endless sea of jewelry which was sent your way, if it were to be sold, could feed an entire army.
Although, he was always particular about your arms. He didn't like seeing anything on them except for the, surprisingly, simple wedding ring he got you.
It was a promise, he had told you.
His eternal promise to you, until the end of time. He would love you, in sickness and in health, there was no force in the universe that could separate him from you.
In a way, he was keeping his promise. He made the trip from the homeland straight to the City of Freedom all on his own.
... He probably didn't even need to hear the reports from anyone of your whereabouts. Knowing him, he tracked you down all on his own, using nothing but his wit and sharp senses.
He was a terrifying man. A man you ought to stay away from, a man who had the blood of countless innocent people on his hand. And yet, those same hands would keep you warm during the cold winter, his soft and pale lips would pepper your body with gentle kisses, making you feel as if you were the most beautiful woman in the universe.
Archons, he'd whisper to himself, his breath hot on your neck, making you blush. He would just say whatever came to mind, completely lost in his blind passion.
I want no one else but you - You are my everything - I will make you mine -
Frankly, you did not know how to feel. In those private moments he was less a man and more a lovesick little fool. He could not keep his paws off you, even if he wanted to. As the evening would go on the kisses would evolve into something more, something primal, carnal even. Tongue and teeth would mesh together, leaving a thick string of saliva between him and you, to which he would always let out that darling boyish laugh of his.
You loathed the fact that in those moments, he truly was ethereal, no different than a star.
What made your skin crawl was the effect his touch had on your mind and body. He became something akin to a drug, even now as you felt the sweetness of freedom with your own two hands you still felt the urge to hold something tight at night because your husband had spoiled you rotten with his presence.
Finally, you turned to look at the flowers as the horrible realization dawned on you - you loved him. You loved that man and it was putrid.
You cannot go back. You would not go back to him.
Jumping off a building would be a smarter thing to do.
As you pondered on and on about your predicament, you failed to notice the lingering shadow in your hallway. Deep blue eyes monitored you like a hawk as he toyed with a switchblade he had in his pocket. What should he do with you? He was furious, naturally. You were the last person in the world he wanted discord with. You broke his heart a little when you left and the fact that you didn't even care about his feelings only added insult to injury.
Even so, he could not help but to feel overjoyed by the fact that you hadn't thrown out his gift. He was half expecting you to burn whatever he sent you to the ground, not to mournfully contemplate in deep thought like this.
That was how he knew you loved him. It was crooked and wrong, but he had you. He had you and you didn't even know it. He'd bring down the heavens themselves if it meant that you could feel a fraction of the love he held for you. His lips curled into a sly grin but his heart pounded like clockwork in his chest. This waiting game was so horrible.
But the hunter in him couldn't resist, cornering you like this was just in his nature.
Victory was so close, he could practically taste it. Soon enough, his wife would be in his arms, weeping and apologizing and he would soothe her, like a good husband ought to. Yes, that was how this scenario would play out.
He was too clever to let it happen any other way.
It would be just him and you, perhaps even with a bundle of joy if the Tsaritsa blessed him. Even so, with you here, he had everything he could ever dream of.
Him and you, against the world, standing by each other's side, forevermore.
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This fic was born out of my own pure passion and love for Tartaglia, apologies for the Cringe⢠I put you all through.
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Finding Batboy
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Phantom
King
Fenton
Apprentice
Batboy
He just wanted to be Danny. Just Danny, nothing else.
But who was Danny anymore?
Danny was a 14-year-old boy who died in a tragic accident. Danny had a decent life with friends and a sister who he loved. Danny wanted to be an astronaut and loved the stars. Danny had an astrology phase that made him so annoying to everyone but Sam. Danny liked dogs and cats hated him for no reason no matter how much he loved them. Danny wanted to join the robotics club with Tucker. Danny still snuck into his sister's room when he was scared to sleep in her bed.
But Danny is dead. Danny has been dead for years now.
He missed being Danny.
Now he was Phantom.
No past.
No home.
No family.
But if that was true, what did that make Dick?
Just another person that he would have to leave behind. It wouldn't be long. History doesn't repeat but it rhymes. It can't last. It won't.
Danny flew to some abandoned factory located somewhere in Gotham. He hadn't really paid much attention. He just needed a desolate place to land. Somewhere even the ghosts have long abandoned.
Truthfully Danny didn't want to be alone. A part of him felt the urge to find that revenant that he had met. Something that felt familiar to him, someone that could understand.
But right now Danny wanted to rest and he wasn't picky about where. He wrapped his wings in a tight cocoon and plopped on the ground. His sleep was deep, more than he ever remembered having before, except once.
Danny walked through the halls of a spiraling tower that overlooked the Ghost Zone. The tower was decorated with stars and moons. Mist hovered just above the floor creating a icy blue carpet. Ghost sheep napped in corners. The scent of poppy and pine filled the air.
As Danny ascended to the top he met with a familiar face. Nocturne the ghost of dreams. The ghost's thick bridged nose reminded Danny of that of a sheep that matched his curled ramhorns. His red eyes with horizontal pupils reminded him of a demonic ram he had seen in a horror movie once. Danny could practically hear that line again: "Would thou like to live deliciously?"
It still gave Danny chills.
"Please refrain from making such comparisons." Nocturne said, his voice deep but soft at the same time.
Danny had gotten to know Nocturne some time ago. Apparently, he and Clockwork were close. They shared a high rank among ghosts as they were abstract manifestations rather then being that were once living like some. The hierarchy of ghosts was complex, and Nocturne was not someone to look down on.
"Nox, why am I here?" Danny said standing before the seven-foot frame of the amorphous ghost.
"You are spending too much time in the material realm. If you don't get time back in the realm to which you belong you'll go mad. It's already starting to happen. I stole your mind away for a bit to give you a mental break but your body is already starting to break down." Nocturne said waving a finger at him.
"My body and brain are fine Nox." Danny said crossing his arms.
Nocturne picked the boy up with one hand and held him at eye level.
"You are having trouble shifting are you not? Its not coming as easily as it should. The more attached you get to a form without the energy from our world to break it up the worse it will be. The Ghost of Time has already told me of the problem. You must stay here for the time being and recover. It is what's best. Mental weakness is the worst one can suffer and the remedy is sleep." Nocturne's breath smelled like warm milk and cinnamon. It calmed Danny's nerves and made his eyes heavy.
Clockwork had put him up to this. That old man...really was....annoying....Zzzz.
Back in the world of the living and awake mass panic has broken out.
Batboy is currently missing and Nightwing is not handling it well. The entirety of the Gotham Vigilantes team has been notified and is searching the cities of Gotham and Bludhaven.
"Have you searched the docks?" Nightwing asked frantically as he searched every rooftop in the city.
"I'm working on it. Do you really think he's here?" Red Robin said scanning every unit on the lot.
Red Hood didn't know what the BatBoy kid looked like other than the whole wings thing. If his little buddy Phantom could help it would help.
Although they had a slight resemblance Jason could see too many differences when looking at the pictures. Phantom had round ears, and silver hair that moved like fire and looked like a human. Batboy had long sharp ears, claws, pointy teeth, blueish-green skin, wings, and a white fluff around his neck. Clearly, they were different.
Batman searched the dark allies of Gotham as Signal and Orphan split up to cover as much ground as possible. Oracle searched every camera from the past few hours for the boy.
The good news was that Batboy was found. The bad news was who found him.
"Poor little Bluebird lost his fledgling and Batsy is looking for the lost pup. I should let them know that the little guy has been found! Ahahahaha!"
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Channeled Letter From Your FS
reading by @thesirencult
Pile 1
I'm not your regular cup of tea. I'm strong, forceful and focused on going after what I want and what I want right now is you. From the first moment I will lay my eyes on you it's game on. I will approach you boldly, you will be taken aback but then you will love the thrill of the chase. My, oh, my! You will be a hard catch, but I don't care, I will pursue you in a way no one else ever has. I'm not pursuing you tirelessly or trying to win you because of ego issues, but because even if I'm not sure about myself, I'm sure about you.
You are so amazing and so worthy of love that I will get over my fears and anxieties just to be with you. Love takes courage and risk and I have nothing but that! I hope that is enough for you, in the long run.
I'm not an "one hit wonder" though! I have stamina and will never let you down my love. I know that at first you will not feel the same about me, but I will win you over once you realize I'm not the tyoe of person to hit and dismiss, pardon me!
In time, I will come to know that you were scared to let me in because no one ever showed you unconditional love and gave you without expecting anything in return. "You are the breath that I breath, you are my one lucky star..."
I'm the one who does what needs to be done. I'm a go-getter who goes after their goals. An endless flame burns within me prompting me to do my best and to take risks. I charge full steam ahead and I'm very passionate. You have not met me yet cause I'm doing "side quests" to grow and mature, so I will be ready for you.
Take care princess!
Pile 2
I'm not the best at expressing my feelings through words, although in our relationship, I will do my best to show you have precious you are to me, words will never feel enough to convey the feelings.
I'll start with this one though: You were my last hope. Your love broke all my defenses and woke me up from my slumber. How could I ever live my life thinking that I was okay being by myself, all alone in the cold embrace of the shadows while you were right there, so close to me, warmth radiating off your skin and warming up my heart. "One last time..." I thought. "I'm willing to risk it all again for her. It will either be my biggest heartbreak or the love of a million lifetimes."
You found me while I was trying to rebuild myself and mend my wounds. In reality, I healed more by your side than I coukd have ever healed on my own. You cultivated a safe space for me to open up and share my inner world with you. You made me the man I'm now.
I trusted my intuition and went after you. I never doubted our connection, just the nature of it. Were we better off as friends? But look at us, we are best friends, lovers, family and soulmates! I risked losing you to gain more of you, although, more is never enough. You consume my thoughts each and every day. I smile on my own at work and forget what I was doing while I think about you and your smile and your voice and your sweet words and kisses. This has been going on for a while, I must admit... It has been happening since our first interactions. I wanted more and more of you, begging the Universe to let us live out our fairytale. The moment I surrendered to your whims and love was the moment I freed myself from the prison of loneliness.
"You did your best!" you always tell me with a smile and I agree because you make it sound like it's not that big of a deal. That's what you said when I told you I couldn't help but fall in love with you and indeed, I did my best, the best I could have done. You outsmarted your opponent with your sweetness and I came bare to a battle I should have come prepared. I don't care though. I love the way you think and how smart you are. I love how you never let anyone or anything get between us and how your smile lights up a room. I love the way your eyes sparkle when you are thinking of something naughty or when you are trying to seduce me and influence my thoughts. I always let you win, cause I got the best prize once and I don't need any more victories.
My prize is sitting on the couch right now, wrapped up in a blanket, pregnant and with a dog lazily sleeping by her feet. Our friends just left from the dinner we held in the house that we built. A house that will host many more oarties and celebrations, but also many more quiet nights that we will be slow dancing in the kitchen to oldies playing in the background. I wish everyone got to experience that type of love just for a moment, they would never doubt this magical force exists and I'm lucky, because my wife is full of it.
Thank you for everything my love. I'll do my best!
Yours forever and always and for each lifetime, x.
#astrology#tarot reading#pick a pile#pac reading#pick a card#tarot#level up journey#pick a photo#soulmate#pick a picture#future spouse#channeled message
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Stitched Together
Fandom: Marvel (Mob Boss AU)
Pairing: Bucky Barnes x F!Reader
Summary: You and Bucky used to be so in love and so... ignorant of the roles you had to play, which lead to you breaking up. But that didn't seem to keep you away from each other since you now act as Bucky's nurse whenever he gets hurt.
A/N: Based off my mini fic here.
Bucky Barnes Masterlist
You were used to it by now. In the morning, you'd go into work at the hospital. The pediatrics unit was filled with light and color. You made sure to bring as much joy and light into the lives of the children you helped every day. Then when you came home, you'd do work for the darker side of life.
Bucky Barnes was born for this life. Being the first born son of George Barnes, the position of head of the Barnes Family was immediately his.
But growing up he didn't act like that life was for him. You would know since you two knew each other since you were thirteen. You grew up in the same neighborhood. It wasn't until you turned sixteen that you started dating. You knew who his father was, your own dad knew who his family was. As a detective, he told you time and time again that you needed to stay away from him. Being a hormonal and rebellious teenager, you never listened. You should've.
At eighteen years old was when Bucky killed for the first time. Because he was now a man, his father put him up in a cage fight with another man. It was kill or be killed.
He wasn't the same after. He began to push you away, keep things from you, act like a complete asshole.
Then enough was enough. You broke up with him and even though he hurt you, you never told your father the things Bucky told you. Especially after your father became the chief of police.
You two were ignorant with the roles you had to play in your youth, but reality hit you right when you became adults. You became the dutiful daughter of the chief of police, went to university to become a nurse. You stopped keeping track of Bucky's life, but would hear updates along the grapevine every once in a while.
You were there when George Barnes passed. Well, not necessarily in the room, but you were at the hospital when he passed. You were coming up from your break when you saw Bucky at the elevators. He looked upset.
"Bucky?"
He turned at the sound of his name, "Sw-Y/N. Hey."
"Is everything okay?"
"Uh, my dad. He-He had a heart attack. I'm-He-" you could see how distressed he was, so you pulled him in for a hug.
"Whatever happens, you'll be okay," you whispered in his ear.
He fell limp in your arms. You didn't know it then, but Bucky missed you like crazy and being in your arms again that night saved him from spiraling.
It's later that night that George Barnes dies. After everything he's done and been through, a heart attack was what killed him.
Karma, is what your dad said.
Despite the position George Barnes held, he was well-loved around the city due to him caring for the community. The streets were filled during the procession, your dad and his men keeping an eye out in case anything happened. You were also there for the funeral. You caught glimpse of Bucky and you couldn't breathe for a moment. He was clearly tired and you couldn't blame him, considering how things have been going for him lately.
Despite your father warning you to not make contact with him, you felt like you should.
"I'm sorry, again for your loss, Buck."
He gives you a tired smile, "Thank you again for showing up, Y/N. I-I know your dad probably didn't want you to come."
"He doesn't control every aspect of my life."
"Still. I really appreciate you being here."
"Of course. It's always hard when you lose someone you love." You would know since you lost your mother when you were young.
"Bucky," Sam, Bucky's right hand, calls his name and urges him to follow him.
"I gotta-"
"It's okay. Hope things aren't too stressful for you."
"Thank you. I'll see you around," he says as he departs. You didn't know just how soon you'd end up seeing him.
Three days later, to be exact.
It was late at night when there was a knock at your door. You hold your knife close as you peer through the peep hole of your door. Your eyes widen when you immediately pull the door open.
"Holy shit!" you whisper loudly as Sam drags a bleeding Bucky into your home.
"He didn't want to go to the hospital since we don't know whose people might be working there. So he told me to bring him here."
You guide Sam to your couch where Bucky slumps onto it, "Sorry, Y/N. I didn't know who else to trust right now." You turn on all the nights in your apartment and get a look at him. There's a stab wound in his shoulder. It looks like the bleeding slowed though.
You help Bucky out of his jacket and shirt. You apologize profusely for the pain he's going through.
He dryly chuckles, "You know, when I dreamt about you stripping me, I didn't think it'd be in this context."
You pause and look at him, "You dream about me?"
"You haunt my mind, Y/N." He must be delusional due to the blood loss. Before his father's passing, you hadn't seen nor spoke to him in years. There's no way he'd still be thinking about you after all this time, right?
"I'll be back. I need to grab my first aid kit." You rush to your bathroom and grab the small duffle of all your first aid necessities.
You also grab a bottle of vodka and hand it to Bucky, "Drink up, buttercup."
He frowns and looks at the bottle, "Thought you hated vodka."
"It's not my bottle. America left it from a party I held here," you mumble as you pull on some gloves and begin to clean around his wound. You work in silence as Bucky takes swigs from the bottle. Sam watches from the corner of the room, staying out of your way.
While you work, Bucky takes in your apartment. He takes in the pictures, the decor, the trinkets you have around. This is exactly how he'd imagine your place to be.
"Hey, still with me?" you ask as you begin to thread your needle.
"Yup."
"Okay. This might hurt-"
"Probably not as much as getting stabbed."
You can't help but snort a laugh as you get ready to start stitching Bucky's wound. He grins at the sound of your laughter and you see the sliver the Bucky you once knew.
For the most part, Bucky didn't make much of a sound while you worked. He just kept his eyes on you, taking in every furrowed brow, every twitch of your lip. After all these years, you are still just as beautiful as before.
His heart lurches at what's become of you two. You're practically strangers again after spending so many years apart. His own doing really.
Scared of what could happen to you as he fell deeper into the family business. That's why he behaved the way that he did all those years ago. He was protecting you.
Because after all this time, Bucky Barnes still loves you.
"Alright. We're done. How are you feeling?"
"Sleepy," he mumbles as he tries to sit up, but you keep him down.
"Then sleep. You and your bodyguard can stay here for the night."
The man in the corner snorts, "My name's Sam and I am not his bodyguard."
"Sorry, Sam, you and Bucky are free to sleep here for the night." Sam simply nods.
"You don't have to do this. If your dad finds out-"
"He won't. I won't tell him. And you're hurt, Bucky. Doesn't matter what you do or who you are, I can't, in good conscience, let you leave without knowing you'll be okay after this. Just-Just take this as me wanting to observe my patient for the night."
He settles further onto your couch with defeat, "Alright...you know you should've been a doctor."
"Didn't have the time or money to get my doctorate."
"I can help with the money-"
You shake your head, "It's fine, Buck. I'm happy with my job."
"Just..if you need anything, I'm here to help. That's what my dad for the people of this city and that's what I want to continue to do."
"I know. Thanks."
You stand, collecting your things, "I have some spare blankets, pillows, and toiletries. Lemme grab them."
"Okay," he says and watches as you walk to your bedroom.
Sam moves closer, "So that's her."
"Yeah."
"She's nice."
"Yup."
"And beautiful."
Bucky whips his head to Sam, glaring at him, "Watch it."
Sam holds his hands up, "I can appreciate a beautiful face, man. Besides, she's not yours anymore."
"You know how I feel about her."
"Yeah, yeah, I hear you." Sam says as he plops onto your sofa chair.
You come back with pillows and blankets in arms, "The couch is a pull out, soooo you two will have to share."
"Absolutely not."
"I'm sleeping on the floor."
You snicker, "Okaaay, uh, I have a couch in my room that one of you can take too."
Sam and Bucky look at each other and Sam immediately goes, "I call this bed!" he points to the couch that Bucky's laying on.
Bucky rolls his eyes and you chuckle, "Actually, I think I'd rather have you near me, Bucky, just in case you pull a stitch or start feeling pain again."
"If you're okay with that," he says with a shrug.
"It'll be fine," you respond as you help him sit up and then help him to his feet. He follows you to your bedroom where you show him the couch. You point to the adjoining bathroom, you can take a shower there. I already set out stuff for you and Sam."
"Thanks, Y/N. I really do appreciate it."
"Just doing my civic duty, Buck," you say with a small smile.
He clears his throat, "Yeah. Right. Of course."
"Oh!" you grab a pile of clothes and hold them out, "Here. They're my dad's for some of the nights he stays over."
Bucky can't help but snicker, "If your dad knew-"
"I know," you say with a playful roll of his eyes, "But he's not here and he won't ever know I'm helping you. So go, shower, be careful around your stiches. Call me if you need anything," you turn to set up Bucky's sleeping arrangement, but he grabs you by the wrist.
"Y/N?"
"Yeah?" you ask when you face him again.
He looks at you with soft blue eyes as he murmurs, "Thank you."
"You're welcome," you lean in and press a kiss to his cheek, "Go. Wash all that blood off you."
"Alright," he says and grabs the clothes, going into your bathroom. When the door shuts, you fall onto your bed to give yourself a moment.
A few days ago, you went years without seeing or hearing from Bucky. Now you've seen him twice in less than a week and it's throwing your mind in for a loop.
Hopefully, this will only be a one time thing and you two can go back to being strangers again.
#bucky x reader#bucky barnes x reader#bucky imagine#bucky barnes imagine#mob boss au#mafia au#marvel imagine
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Ad Astra Per Aspera
Everything is still inconclusive
Alexia Putellas x teen!reader
pt. 4 masterlist
Warnings: this story contains depictions of alcoholism, adultery, and familial issues. read at your own discretion.
A/N: part 3 is here! i was flat out of ideas for a good week or so but iâm actually really happy with this chapter and how much i managed to write. i hope you enjoy đŤśđź
Vicky invited you to her home to talk.
âJust around this corner,â she said, pointing to a street. She was sitting in the passenger seat of your car while your siblings sat in the backseat. Vicky still lived with her parents, as you expected, because she was still too young to buy a place of her own. It was a nice house, situated in a neighbourhood just a few minutes outside the city centre, and once you had parked your car, you hesitated for a moment.
âAre you sure your mum isnât going to mind? Itâs late, we can always talk tomorrow,â you spoke, looking at her for a moment. She shook her head, opening her door and responding as she unbuckled her seatbelt. âSheâs fine with it, donât worry. Letâs go inside.â
You unbuckled your own seatbelt and stepped out of the car, your siblings doing the same. Magdalene clutched your shirt gently while the other two boys walked behind you.
The front door of Vickyâs house had little stained glass details that you admired for the short moment that you stayed outside. The door swung open when Vicky knocked on it gently, and behind it was a woman that bore a striking resemblance to the girl beside you.
âMamĂĄ, this is (Y/N),â Vicky said, gesturing to you. You smiled shyly, and the woman returned it with a much wider smile. âBona nit! Please, come in, itâs freezing out there,â she replied, ushering you and your siblings inside. She was right, it was chilly outside, and the warmth of the LĂłpez household was nice.
âCan I get you anything?â she asked, looking over her shoulder as she directed you to the living room. You shook your head, but she insisted on making you a cup of tea, and the appeal of a warm beverage was too much to resist. After a few minutes, she brought two cups of tea out to the living room for you and Vicky, then placed them on the coffee table. âGraciĂŠs, Mrs. LĂłpez,â you spoke.
You sat down on the couch, the warm mug of tea in your hand as you faced the girl. âSo, what do you need to talk about?â Vicky asked, and you took a deep breath before telling her.
âSomething happened, Vicky. My neighbour heard some noises from my house and thought one of us was getting hurt, so she called the police andââ
You paused for a moment, pinching the bridge of your nose as prepared to tell the rest of the story. It was like reliving it all over again; the currents of fear that overwhelmed you, the unsettling atmosphere of the interrogation room, all of it.
âThey told me that theyâre going to place my siblings in a foster home unless I become their legal guardian â which I canât do in time â or find someone I know to foster them. They suggested my father butâŚâ you shrugged, hoping that Vicky would catch on, and by the understanding look on her face, she did.
âI donât know what to doâ who do I even ask?â
You didnât want to cry, but you knew it was inevitable. You had spent the day processing probably the worst news of your life, without shedding a tear. You deserved to cry. One tear quivered in your waterline before you blinked, and it was gone.
âWhy are they getting taken away?â she asked.
âSocial welfare thinks theyâre unsafe as long as theyâre under my mumâs care because sheâs got a drinking problem and my dad is out of the picture. Iâm not their legal guardian so I donât have much of a say. Canât really afford a lawyer yet either,â you explained.
Vicky paused for a moment, staring at the coffee table as she was deep in thought, and then she spoke.
â(Y/N), I know you two donât have the best relationship, but I think you should ask Alexia.â
You almost spat out your tea in her face, and it showed in your suddenly very wide eyes. Vicky was quick to place her mug down and raise her hands in defence.
âWait, wait! Before you say no, just remember that she is your captain,â she explained, justifying herself.
âDios mĂo, thatâs got to be the stupidest shit Iâve heard all week,â you mumbled, putting your head in your hands.
Vicky frowned, pushing you gently to grab your attention again. âI know she doesnât treat you very well, but she can help you.â
You tapped your nail against the mug, considering the option. You had a very strained relationship with Alexia, and honestly, you highly doubted that sheâd want to foster and risk compromising her career for something as stupid as a few kids that werenât even hers.
âI donât think so. She wonât have time,â was your final verdict. You didn't perceive Alexia as the type of person interested in motherhood⌠but, there was one thing.
All your siblings loved football just as much as you. It'd be easy for Alexia to relate to them, because they were like her; their eyes lit up at every beginning of a conversation relating to football, they were immersed in the world of FC Barcelona and always present for your matches and celebrations. They fought to wear their blaugrana jerseys to school and blaugrana scarves in the summer.
Your hand found itself fumbling with the charm bracelet on your other wrist, the initials âMâ, âDâ and âLâ dangling from the delicate chain. Alexia would've loved your siblings, because they were the Barça-loving, unconditionally supportive children that she imagined when she thought of having kids.
âDonât mention it to anyone, please.â Your voice was quiet, because Magdalene had fallen asleep beside you, curled up into a ball with her head resting on a cushion. The boys were just barely awake on the other side of the couch, closing their eyes for a quick moment before opening them again in an attempt to stay awake.
Vicky nodded, but that was it. Not many words were said afterwards, until her mother asked whether youâd like to stay the night. Too tired to disagree, you mumbled a little âpleaseâ, and she directed you to the guest bedroom.
The three of them slept on the bed that night. You made yourself a bed on the floor, out of cushions from the living room in which you put your Barça sweater over it as a makeshift pillowcase to ease the rough feeling of the original material on your cheek, and Vicky lent you a few spare blankets.
Magdalene wanted to try sleeping on the floor with you, but after a while you felt her leave your side and get into bed with her brothers.
She was little, they all were, but their presence was bigger than life itself, and laying there with Magda tucked in your arms reminded you of what it used to be like before. When you used to keep the abandoned shopping carts close so you could put all three of them inside at night and ride down the streets to the local restaurant, then youâd treat them to a big serving of their favourite foods and the night would end with you receiving three big hugs from the tiniest humans.
Life was simple before.
You called alcohol âbig drinkâ when you were young, because only big people could drink it. You didnât know why, but soon your Mami started getting upset more and more, after she had some big drink. It only took a few lash outs for you to get caught in the crossfire and vow to never become like Mami.
Youâve tried it a couple times here and there, and it tasted like shit. You couldnât understand your mother for choosing that bitter concoction over happiness but soon, you figured out that when all else failed for her, it was her happiness. Her kids were seen as secondary, if you were lucky.
A light suddenly illuminated the room, and thatâs when you realised your phone was buzzing. A number flashed across the screen, but you stayed idle, not reaching for it. You watched the contact disappear before a text appeared, and you read it through slightly squinted eyes still trying to adjust to the light.
+34 ### ### #####
â Weâve gotten a hold of your father and he has agreed to attend a meeting at 9 a.m. Please call or text back immediately if youâre available.
You shouldâve responded. Instead, you stared at the message until the screen went black again, and even then you kept staring in the same direction until there was nothing. The next time you opened them, it was morning, and you were facing the bottom of the bed.
Magda, Dani, and Enzo were still asleep. Peering just above the mattress, you could see them piled on top of each other as they slept.
The âbedâ you made on the floor felt more comfortable than ever, making you reluctant to move. With a tap on the screen, your phone lit up and revealed the time to be just past 8:30.
Your hand flopped back down and you stared at the ceiling. Everything was perfect for a couple seconds, as you forgot about the need for the day to proceed and only recognised the serenity of being in that room right now, with the people you loved most.
Everything was perfect.
âWeâll wait five more minutes and if she isnât here by then, youâre free to leave, seĂąor.â
The man only gave a small nod in reply, otherwise his attention was almost entirely fixed on the little sliver of blue sky that was visible from the tiny window.
Five minutes flew by. The talks of getting ready to leave started up, but they were short lived when everyone was stunned back into their seats by the door suddenly swinging open. It clicked shut as a chair scraped across the floor.
âSorry, traffic was bad,â you mumbled, folding your arms across your chest.
âHow nice of you to join us, Miss (Y/L/N),â the social worker said, and it sounded like she was feigning politeness. You acknowledged her words with a quiet hum.
âSeĂąor, since you are the only other legal guardian of Magdalene, Dani, and Lorenzo, weâve sought you out as a possible option for a full time caregiver of the children,â she spoke, clasping her hands together and placing them on the table.
Your father pursed his lips, nodding along with her words, âI see.â
âI still donât think this is a good idea, and Iâm saying this before you waste more of our time,â you interrupted, pointedly refusing to even look at him.
âWhy not? Iâm their father, (Y/N), and Iâm also yours, soââ
âYou didnât want them then, so I doubt youâd want them now. Donât say youâll take care of them to make yourself look good and then mistreat them because theyâre not on par with your other kids,â you hissed, finally meeting his gaze with a stone cold glare.
The social worker across the table didnât intervene, though she initially jolted forwards with the intention. She settled back into her chair and observed, looking to discover the true nature of your adamance to not let your father take your siblings.
Regret flashed across his face, and it was obvious; you noticed it in the downwards twitch of his lips and the shameful lowering of his gaze as you spoke.
âTheyâre still my children. Itâs my job as their father to look after them,â he responded.
âSo where were you all these years, when MamĂĄ was drinking her body weight in alcohol? You left us! You are not their father and you havenât been ever since you left us.â Your fist hit the table, the noise echoing through the room. The grimace on your face was only the surface level of the disgust you felt in that very moment.
ââMy job as their fatherâŚâ my fucking ass. I was more of a father to them than you, at 16 years old! I did your job better than you before I was even 18, and you have the nerve to come here and say that theyâre still your children?â
His head was hung in shame as you chided him, and he still had nothing to say.
âI knew this was a bad idea, I knew it,â you almost yelled, jumping up from your chair. It skidded along the ground with a screech, and your fingers pressed at your temples.
You hated him so much, but standing there and yelling at him made you realise how much you missed him while he was still your father, before the cheating and abandonment. âYou ruined MamĂĄâs life by putting your own needs before us, and I hope youâre proud. Have as many new kids with your new wife as you want, but you only destroy everything you touch.â
You hoped your words reflected the years of pain and torment he had inflicted on your family. You lost not one but two parents, because your mother loved him so much and he only took advantage of it while it benefited him before he decided it wasnât enough.
There wasnât a single word or phrase that could convey the inexplicable feelings you felt just then. Heâd have to search for it in the flushed apples of your cheeks, your glossy bloodshot scleras, and tightly furled fists tensed up at your sides.
â(Y/N), mi caritaâŚâ he started, standing up. You took a big step back, your hand finding the door knob with a steady grip.
âJust leave and donât come back. I donât want to see you ever again, never ever!â
With those words, you were 13 again, standing behind the corner and listening to your mum say the exact same thing to your dad.
Back then, when you two argued, you couldnât hold his gaze without crying, but now you were. He was nothing in your eyes if not the smallest man whoâs ever lived. You made sure to give him your most withering glare so he knew that there was no point.
In his eyes, you were probably the furthest you had ever been from his daughter. The loving and energetic girl he watched grow up, was now eye-to-eye with him in a police station, refusing to allow him any entry into his kidsâ lives.
âDonât give them false hope,â you sneered, wrenching the door open before deliberately slamming it behind you.
Maybe, just maybe, Alexia wasnât such a bad idea. Yes, she was passionate about football and didnât take it very well when people didnât display the same amount of passion for the sport as she did, but that only meant that when she loved something, she loved it hard and with all her being. She could love your siblings. She could love them more than anyone, even their own blood.
You sought to get out of the police station and away from it as a whole, so as you stormed out of the building and sunk into the driverâs seat of your car, you had no specific place in mind.
You ended up at the Barceloneta beach. There werenât many other places you could think to go to; the pitch was out of the question, because wherever there was a ball and a goal, there was Alexia. Your house was a huge memorabilia museum for the past, and you couldnât show up to Vickyâs house out of the blue.
The beach was pretty, and you always loved going there. Nothing could spoil that for you.
Just the horizon and ebbing tide for company while you watched the sun slowly descend â it was what you needed.
Your phone buzzed in your pocket. Part of you didnât want to pull it out in case it turned out to be someone you didnât like wasting your time, but you pulled it out anyways. Thankfully, it was only Vicky.
She sent you a photo from earlier that morning, and it featured all three of your siblings fast asleep on the guest bed while you slept on the floor in your comfy cluster of blankets. She followed the photo up with two laughing faces, and then two more messages.
Vicky
â đ¤Łđ¤Ł
â â â â â âł Hermanos y hermanas
â â â â â â â â â â âł Come sleep over again (Y/N)!!! My MamĂĄ found the Uno cards đ
You smiled at the photo and saved it to your camera roll before you considered Vickyâs request. You took a moment, but eventually you responded.
(Y/N)
â vale vale 𼲠iâm picking la hermanos y hermana right now and then iâll come straight to your house. graciĂŠs vicky â¤ď¸
You watched the sun set further during the drive to the schools, and then again while you drove to Vickyâs. This time, you parked in the driveway, and you didnât feel dreadful entering her house.
You rang the doorbell and the four of you waited patiently. Mrs. LĂłpez was quick to rush to the door and open it.
âHi, I hope weâre not bothering yââ you started, but you were cut off.
â(Y/N), mĂo querido! Come in, come in, youâre not a bother at all. Youâre always welcome in our home,â she said, embracing you tightly with a warm smile.
Vicky appeared from the living room, shuffling a deck of cards in her hands. âWho wants to play Uno?â she asked, waving the cards in her hand and immediately receiving a positive reaction from your siblings, who bolted towards her eagerly.
You followed them, because though you knew they were getting taken to their foster home tomorrow and being stripped away from you, you wanted to enjoy the night and play Uno with your siblings.
Nothingâs for sure but right now. You couldnât waste this moment.
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CHAN:
Chan had been looking forward to the weekend barbecue for weeks, you had gone all out on planning it together and even made sure all of the kids were entertained so the adults could relax. You wanted it to be perfect for him since it was a rare chance to hang out with his best friends, eat some good food, and catch up on life.Â
"You okay?" You whisper to Chan as you place a soft kiss on his cheek, his hands busy as he attempts to set up the grill. Your six-year-old son, Rhys, was running around with the other kids, a bundle of energy and curiosity.
"Perfect, everything is perfect." He breathed out, kissing your cheek quickly. Chan flipped the burgers and turned to Changbin, who was recounting a hilarious story from their trainee days.
"Remember when you snuck all that food back to the dorms in your pants?!" Changbin laughed and you started to giggle, watching as Rhys came pouncing over to you.
"Hey, Dad!" Rhy's voice rang out, cutting through the noise. Chan turned to look at his son and couldn't help but smile at him.
"Yeah, buddy?" Chan called back, expecting another excited observation about the bugs heâd found or the cool fort he and the other kids had built, or even about the rocks he now had a growing collection over in his bedroom. Rhy's eyes were wide, and he wore a proud grin.Â
"I told my friends what you said about Uncle Hyunjin's car!" he announced. You and Chan stared at each other, your eyes widened as you felt your stomach drop, you already knew that Chan was flipping through his mind to figure out what he'd said.Â
"You said it's a piece of shit and should have been scrapped years ago!" The whole garden went silent as Hyunjin started to laugh a little, ruffling Rhys' hair with his hand and smirking over at Chan.Â
"I've said worse about the heap of junk, don't worry about it." By now Chan was burning a bright red colour and it wasn't because of the barbecue below him.
"Me and you are going to talk about bad words," You told Rhys sternly, taking him into the house.
MINHO:
Minho and the boys were gathered in the living room, the aroma of pizza and wings mingling with the sound of laughter and the latest action movie playing on the TV. It was their monthly guys' night, a tradition they had maintained since Minho had moved in with you, it was the same night you would spend with your own friends. Cassian - your youngest son of seven years wandered into the room, his curiosity piqued by the laughter and commotion. The boys each greeted him and Chan reached out to ruffle the young ones' hair,
"Hey, buddy, you want a slice of pizza?" Jisung offered, pushing the box close to him but Cassian shook his head, his eyes twinkling as he glanced over at Minho. Minho smirked back at him and nodded his head,
"Actually, guys," Cassian began, glancing at his dad for a moment before turning back to the seven men who were now watching him, expecting to hear a story about his day,
"my dad says none of you has any idea how to pick a good movie." The room fell silent for a split second and then erupted in laughter. Changbin feigned a hurt expression, clutching his chest and grunting loudly as he laid back in the chair.Â
"Oh, really? Your dad thinks he knows better, huh?" Minho leaned back in his chair, crossing his arms with a smirk as Cassian got onto the seat beside his dad and ate a slice of pizza with a giant grin on his face.Â
"Hey, don't blame me. The kid has a mind of his own." He smirks, high-fiving Cassian, Felix grinned, pointing at Minh.Â
"Yeah, right. We all know where he gets that from." The room burst into laughter as they started to debate what movie was better, none of them ever settling on something they could all agree on.
CHANGBIN:
"Who's idea was this?" You groaned feeling the sun practically melting your skin as you lay in the shade. For some reason the boys had thought it would be a good idea to head to the beach, bringing their kids and your own to have a barbeque,
"I believe it was Changbins," Minho smirked as he turned to your husband at the grill. You were about to say something when Lily - your five-year-old - started yelling for you both to look over at her
âDaddy! Daddy! Look what I made!â she exclaimed, pointing down at a small sandcastle, with a flag on it. Your heart beamed as you watched how proud she was
âThatâs awesome, sweetheart! Youâre really good at this.â Changbin chuckled, Lily practically beamed at the praise and you turned to look back at the others.
"NOOOOO!" The cry practically screamed out of your daughter as you turned around to see the sandcastle now crumpled into the sand,
"Piece of fucking-" She yells and you drop your bottle of water, too stunned to even talk. Changbin's eyes widened, and he shot up, cutting her off mid-sentence.Â
âLily! Where did you hear that word?â He panicked, kneeling down in front of his daughter as you nervously looked at the others. But Lily looked confused and a little scared by her dadâs reaction.Â
âFrom you, Daddy. You said it when you were talking to Uncle Hyunjin last time.â Changbin started groaning as he shook his head for being so careless when it came to throwing words like that around,
âOh, uh, did I?â he stammered looking at you as you practically glared at him, silently letting him know he was in trouble later.Â
âWell, thatâs not a nice word, Lily. We shouldnât say that, okay?â Lily nodded and Changbin let her go,
âOkay, Daddy. Iâm sorry.â She whispers, kissing his cheek softly as he smiles, wrapping his arms around her and hugging her,
âItâs alright, sweetheart. Just remember, some words arenât for little kids, okay?â She nods before running back over to the sand and starting to work on another sandcastle.
"I'm in trouble later, right?" Changbin asked as he leaned down to give you a kiss.
"Very much so," You smirk, kissing him again before sending him back to work.
HYUNJIN:
Hyunjin had been looking forward to this for months, ever since it had been announced that he could bring his son in to work he'd been planning what the two of them were going to do all day. Everyone was pretty excited to see Jamie in the work place, he was Hyunjin's youngest son and full of energy all of the time.
âHey, Jamie,â Changbin called out, wrapping his arms around Jamie and picking him up.
"Wanna see what we've been working on?" He wriggles his eyebrows as the two of them walked into Changbin's studio and sat down at a huge desk. Jamie had always loved watching the boys work, even told you he wanted to be "just like daddy" when he got older and even did the dances...well, attempted to.
Hyunjin walked into the room as he watched Jamie, a huge headset on his head as he listened to the son, even pushing some buttons despite them doing nothing.
"God I love him, he's so curious.â Changbin bellowed out, looking as Jamie pushed the volume up before pulling the headphones off.
âThanks, Binnie. Heâs been looking forward to this all week.â Hyunjin chuckles, but as the room turns calm, Jamie suddenly questions,
âDad, why does everyone say âwork is a pain in the assâ?â Hyunjin grunted as he realised he must have heard what he'd said the night before to you,
"This is easy!" Jamie yells making everyone chuckle, Changbin had officially lost it and was laughing into his hands while Hyunjin groaned and walked closer to him to lecture him on bad words.
JISUNG:
"You're basically being forced against your will," Jeongin laughs as he, Jisung and Seungmin all walk into the mall, exchanging a look with each other but their eyes landed on Jisung's daughter. She was clutching his hand tightly and giggledÂ
"Whatever my princess wants, she shall get." Jisung laughed looking down at Emma who was buzzing with excitement.
âReady to shop, kiddo?â He asked, smiling down at her as she jumped up and down on the spot, her eyes widened.
âYeah, Dad!â Emma replied with a yell, the boys groaning as they followed the birthday girl.
They wandered through various stores, chatting and enjoying the relaxed atmosphere as Emma looked through all of the clothes for something she wanted. Jisung was in the middle of a conversation with Seungmin about the latest release they had coming out when they decided to check out a new gadget store. As they walked in, Emma tugged on Jisungs sleeve.
âDaddy, can we look at the toys?â
âSure, sweetie,â He said, leading her towards the toy section and letting go of her hand. She rushed through the toys looking through all of them when suddenly, Emmaâs voice rang out loudly and clearly, cutting through the hum of the store.Â
âDaddy, this toy is a piece of crap!â The world seemed to stand still as Jisung felt his stomach twist and his throat dry. Bending down to her level he looked at her nervously,
âEmma, where did you hear that word?â He panicked and Emma stared at him, confused as to why he looked so upset,
"Mummy said it last week," Jisung smirked to himself, knowing he was going to get to lecture you later
"Well, we'll have a very long talk with Mum about that later, but don't say it again,"
FELIX:
"This is a dumb idea," You mumbled to Felix as he watched the kids run around together, You were all having a picnic out in the sunshine today with all of the kids. Something you weren't sure was the best idea since the kids weren't getting along all that well. Just last week you'd have to split up a fight between Chan's son and yours,
"Everything is going fine," Felix whispered as he looked at you, he knew how anxious you were about it, but your thoughts were interrupted by your daughter yelling over at you both,
"Daddy, Daddy! Look what I found!" Penelope exclaimed, holding up a shiny rock. You and Felix beamed at her, your hands holding onto the rock as she placed it into your hand,
"Thatâs great, baby. Itâs very pretty." You giggled as Penelope smiled hugely at you, but just as quickly as the smile appeared it disappeared,
"Rhys said that the rocks are shit," The rocks slipped from your hands and onto the blankets at the mention of her brother's name followed by a curse.
"Penelope!" Felix yells softly, bringing her into his arms as he starts to beg her not to say it again. The boys all hide their smirks as you go to find Rhys and give him the same lecture.
SEUNGMIN:
Seungmin and Felix were babysitting tonight, well, Seungmin was looking after his own child and Felix was babysitting, Seungmin was running around like a headless chicken trying to clean as quickly as possible before you came home.
"Hey, Ben," Felix called out,Â
"Which superhero is your favourite?" He chuckled, Seungmin thanked him for distracting him long enough while Seungmin cleaned the paint from the floor, scrubbing as hard as he could to lift the stains. Ben looked up with a serious expression, holding up his toy.Â
"This one! Captain Marvel!" Felix grinned, pulling the toy and showing it off proudly.Â
"Great choice! Captain Marvel is awesome." Seungmin smiled, watching his son interact with his friend, each of the boys was like an uncle to him but Ben was always closer to Felix than anybody else.Â
Suddenly, Ben's action figure slipped from his hand and fell to the floor. Without missing a beat, Ben blurted out,Â
"Fuck it!" The room went silent. Seugmins eyes widened in shock and he stopped scrubbing the floor and he felt his face flush. Felix winced, hearing the word fall so carefully from the little boy's lips.
"Where on earth did you hear that?"Â
"Dad said it yesterday when he dropped his phone," Ben said, clearly not understanding what was wrong with everyone in the room. Seungmin quickly got up and traded place with Felix who began to scrub the floor.Â
"Okay, buddy, but that's not a nice word to use. We should try to say 'oh no' or 'oops' instead, okay?" He looked at Ben who was now blushing and looked to be on the verge of tears.
"Okay, papa. I'm sorry." He nods his head, hugging him from the side,
"Now none of us will tell mum, right?" He asked both Ben and Felix - who was smirking from the floor.
"Promise." He winks making Ben laugh,
JEONGIN:
You knew this part was going to be a good idea the second your friends had invited you and you'd begged Jeongin to let the kids stay at home with a babysitter but he'd insisted on letting them come.Â
"Emily!" You yelled out for her to come and eat but she ran straight past you and after her cousin while giggling wildly. The fizzy drinks she'd consumed finally getting to her.Â
"Innie, go collect your daughter," You whine at him,
"She's your daughter too," He laughs, kissing your cheek before chasing after his daughter.
"Not when she's misbehaving," You grumble as Minho walks up to you, smirking as you glare at him.Â
"Aren't you glad you bought her?" He teased you lightly, but as you were about to come back with a comeback Emily's voice rang out, loud and clear, cutting through the pleasant chatter.Â
âMommy says Uncle Minho's girlfriend drinks too much wine!â At that point you wanted the whole world to stop and eat you so you wouldn't have to deal with it. Minho's eyes darted over to you as Jeongin finally grabbed Emily and covered her mouth,
âKids say the darndest things, donât they?â You said, forcing a laugh as Minho chuckled deeply. But you were mortified, you hated that your words had been so easily spread.
"She's right," Minho's girlfriend laughs, nudging your arm softly to let you know it was all good between you both but it didn't stop you feeling shit.
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Smash. (dbf!Captain Price x Virgin!Reader.)
!CW! NSFW, Smut, heeeeeefty age gap (reader is 21, Price is 47), teasing, daddy kink, rough sex, p in v sex, unprotected sex, mutual pining, this is filthy age gap Smut and youâve been warned. (Sorry if I missed any.)
Summary: Captain Price is your dads best friend and youâve been crushing on him since you were a little girl.
I know this isnât a request but Iâm procrastinating :)
âOh come on sweet pea, you havenât been home for a family barbecue in three years now!â Your dad begs you on the phone. Youâve been off at college for three whole years. You havenât made too much time to come visit, but thereâs a reason for that.
Your step mom.
Sheâs awful. Uses your dad for his money, cheats on him constantly. At this point, you think sheâs just a cover for something. You sigh, taking a deep breath. âAlright. Fine. But you better keep your hound on a leash.â You groan. âHey. Be nice Y/N.â He rolls his eyes on the other end of the phone. âShe doesnât show her teeth, I donât bite.â You smile cheekily. He canât see it, but he can hear it. âOh lord. What I would do without you.â He laughs. âLive a happy, stress free life.â You giggle. He laughs on the other end. âIâll see you on Saturday sweet pea. Donât forget, we had a pool put in since you last came, donât forget your bathing suit!â He smiles. âAlright dad, Iâll be there. Love you, bye.â You laugh as you hang up the phone.
âThat girl, gonna be the death of me.â Your dad smiles as he hangs up the phone. Heâs sitting at a table with his best friend of twenty plus years, Captain John Price. âIs that Y/N?â He smiles. âYeah. Iâve been trying to get her to come home for the barbecue this weekend. Finally got her to agree.â He laughs. John nods his head, taking a drink of his beer. âHavenât seen that girl in ages.â He smiles. âYouâll see her this Saturday. Sheâs been nothing but a pain in my ass for these last few years. Since she was 17, I think.â He laughs. âHow so? I donât have any kids so I donât really know how they work.â John laughs. âOh boy. Sheâs just a young woman. Moody, bossy. The girl has been boy crazy since she was 15.â He laughs. Placing a hand over his face. âAbsolutely hates her step mom. Every time theyâre both in the same room together I just want to strangle them both.â He rolls his eyes, tipping his beer up. âAlthough these last couple years sheâs been super wild. Going out drinking, getting herself into trouble. Iâve seen more than 2 boys on her stupid Instagram she doesnât know that I know about.â He sighs. John nods. âYou think you were maybe too strict with her?â He asks. âProbably. But you live and you learn I guess.â He laughs. John finishes lthe rest of his beer.
You turn the wheel toward the parking lot of your apartment complex. Itâs only about 30 minutes away from where your dad is, but youâve been busy with school. Your car comes to a halt as you climb out, gathering all of your items and heading upstairs to your room. You pick up your phone, dialing your best friends number. âHey.â You smile. âHey Y/N, whatâs up?â She asks. âYou know how Iâve told you about the family barbecueâs Iâve had in the past?â You say. âOh. You mean the one day a year you spend ogling at your dads best friend that Iâve heard alllll about?â She chuckles, making you blush. âYeah, my dad convinced me to go and they installed a pool last year. So.. we need to go bathing suit shopping.â You mumble. âIs this finally the year?â She smirks. âHopefully. You should come with me, get a good look at him.â You smile. âAlright. Iâm down. Iâll come get you in 20 for the mall.â You smile. âOkay.â After saying your goodbyeâs, you hang up.
When she arrives, you gather up everything you need, walking down the old metal stairs to your apartment. Feeling them buckle underneath you slightly, yeah the apartment you lived in wasnât too up to date. But it was nice.
Your dad was really strict, and this time youâd spent away at college had been the most fun youâve ever had. He wasnât monitoring your every move, couldnât tell you what to do 24/7, and you could come and go anytime you wanted. No curfew. Maybe it had to do with your dad being a retired military man. But he was strict and sometimes he could get a little mean. Everyone knew it, and nobody was surprised when you left. You open the door to her car, sitting down and closing the door after you pull your leg in. You put your seatbelt on and start talking about anything random as she pulls out of your apartment complex to head toward the mall. The drive is pretty short, it passes by incredibly quick because of the small talk youâre making. She pulls into the parking lot and the both of you make your way inside to your favorite stores.
When you finish shopping, you make your way into the food court, choosing what you want to eat. Eventually, the both of you are just sitting down at a small table. Listening to everyone else talking around you.
âSo whatâs so special about this guy anyways Hm? How old is he?â You blush at her question. âOh god. How old is he?!â She laughs. â47.â You mumble. âJesus! Heâs older than your dad!â She laughs. âYeah I know. And.. I donât know. Ever since I was old enough to understand what a crush was, it was always him.â You shrug. She smiles. âEven still?â She asks. âYeah. Iâve had one boyfriend that lasted like 2 months. Thatâs it.â You smirk. Taking a bite of your food. She smiles. âBecause youâve been so in love with this guy? Shit. You were legal 3 years ago, why didnât you try sooner?â She asks. âWhen I was 18 I got into a big fight with my dad and I havenât been home since.â You laugh. She nods her head. âGotcha.â
âAlso not to mention heâs a Captain in the Military.â You laugh. Her eyes widen. âDamn. I donât know him but Iâm in love with him too.â She laughs. âYou will be.â You roll your eyes with a laugh.
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The day of the Barbecue approached fast, and your best friend canceled on you because she was sick. You were driving alone, nervous. Anxious to see John again. Your stomach was curled up, waves of nervousness shooting through you. You hadnât gotten over these feelings that youâd had for him for a long time, you thought you would. But now? You were convinced theyâd never go away. At this point you knew it was more than just a dumb crush, but admitting that meant defeat and you wouldnât yet. You wouldnât cave just yet. As a little girl you dreamt of him day and night. Never boys your age, not even in high school when you hit puberty and had a crush on everyone. Nobody stuck. Nobody but John. Your dads best friend who was completely out of your reach.
You pulled into the driveway and noticed cars already in the driveway, pulling up as close to the car in front of you as possible. You hop out, deep breath leaving your lips as you start for the backyard where you could hear everyone. You open the gate, the loud creak that it makes gives away your arrival and all eyes are on you. Thereâs nothing but silence for a minute until your dad hollers that youâre here. He rushes over and gives you a hug and a lot of the already tipsy women start commenting on how much youâve grown up, how youâre a woman now and not just a kid. When youâre done being bombarded by everyone, you spot John sitting in a lawn chair, beer in his hand. âCome on sweetheart. Iâll show you what we got to drink.â Your dad smiles. You dig through the cooler and end up grabbing a beer. Youâd need the liquid courage to get you through this entire day. You followed your dad over to where heâs sitting and smile at John. âHey Kiddo.â John smiles. âHey John. How are you?â You smile. âIâm good. You?â
âGood. Just going to school.â You blush. Heâs so perfect. So fucking attractive. You just want to jump him right in front of everyone here. You talk a little more with him before your dad calls him away from you to talk about something else with the grill.
You get caught up in conversation with a few other women there, avoiding your step-mom like sheâs the plague.
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A sigh leaves your lips. Youâre sitting at a table inside, drinking a beer. Youâve had a little too much to drink, feeling a little tipsy. Everyone is already passed out or gone home. Tonight did not go the way you wanted it to go. You wanted to talk to John more. Wanted so badly to get to know him more. Youâve pretty much given up on it. Sure heâs probably already gone home for the night. You hear the sliding glass door open and your step-mom walks in. âY/N. Will you please go keep John company? Your dad is drunk and I need to take him to bed.â You nod your head. Those are the first words sheâs spoken to you all day. You stand up, going out to the back yard. Thereâs an older woman, her husband, and John left. âHey sweetheart.â She smiles. âHey.â You smile. You sit on the edge of the pool with your feet in the water. John is in the pool and sheâs laying on the concrete. âHowcome youâre here all alone sweets?â He asks. âOh.. I donât know. I invited a friend to come but she wasnât feeling too good.â You explain. She nods. âYou donât gotta boyfriend?â She wiggles her eyebrows. âOh god no.â You laugh. She looks at you. âWhyâs that?â
âIâm surrounded by college guys, not exactly a fan.â You smile. John is listening, intrigued. âYour dad keeps talking about the boys on your secret Instagram.â She smiles. âSecret?â You smile. âI donât have a secret Instagram.â You laugh. âOh, he talks about it.â She smiles. You look confused. âWeird. The only guys I have on there are friends.â You laugh. âJust friends?â You nod your head. âYeah. I need to take down those pictures down actually.â You laugh. âWhyâs that?â She smiles. âThey always pretend to be my friends and than they get weird. Catch feelings or something.â You laugh. âItâs cause youâre a real pretty girl. They probably just want a piece.â She smiles. âItâs always after they find out Iâm a Virgin.â You mumble. John almost chokes on his bourbon that he has, eyes widening. His body is rigid. She laughs. âWow. Thatâs actually kindâve impressive.â She smiles.
After talking a little more, she drags her husband home. Leaving you and John alone. Something that makes your stomach flutter. âThe advice she was giving you. Donât take it.â He mumbles. âHm?â You look up at him. âShe.. is a little..â he waves his finger by his ear. You giggle. He notices the way you react to him. âYouâre a real pretty girl you know? Donât rush into anything. Find a guy who will treat you right.â He nods. You nod your head. You pull your shirt off, sliding into the water. You give him a good view of your bathing suit. âCan I ask you for some advice?â You bite your bottom lip. He nods his head. âYeah, Cmere.â He nods his head. You swim closer to him, leaning up against the wall where heâs sitting. âWhatâs up?â He asks. You sigh. âDo you think Iâm immature?â You ask. He narrows his eyes. âNo. I donât think so at all. I think youâre actually pretty mature for your age.â He smiles. You nod your head. âWhy?â He asks. âWell.. I like this guy but.. heâs quite a bit older than me.â You blush. âHow much older?â He asks.
âI donât know if I should say..â you blush. âNo older than your dad I hope.â He chuckles. You look down, crimson creeping up your cheeks. His eyes widen and he coughs on his liquor. âJesus- how much older?â He asks, wiping his face. âFew years..â you mumble. âOlder than me?â He asks. âAround the same age I think.â You breathe. âJust⌠donât tell my dad on me, please?â You bite your lip nervously. He laughs, looking down. âWhat the hell do you want with a guy my age anyways? Do I know him?â He asks. You blush, looking down. âYeah. Pretty well actually. Iâve liked him for a while.â You breathe. He laughs. âJesus Christ.â He breathes. He runs a hand over his facial hair, seeing the way that the water drips off of him has you clenching your thighs together. âYou have any advice?â You say nervously. He looks down. âDonât go for it.â He laughs. âHm?â You say. âMen my age will only take advantage of you.â Youâve moved closer and closer to him. âWould you take advantage of me?â You swallow hard, looking up at him. The way you look up at him is far from innocent. âI-â he freezes. âJohn?â You whisper. âYeah?â
You swallow hard. âWould you?â You breathe. He looks down. Youâve crept even closer to him, and when youâre right in front of him, heâs losing his mind. You breathe. His eyes widen and heâs silent for a minute. He sets his glass down, reaching his hands out and grasping your hips. He pins you to the concrete wall of the pool, hand resting on your throat. âYouâre a good girl. Such a good girl, you donât need to be with a guy my age.â He breathes. You whimper, tilting your head back. The way that you react to him shows him more than he needs. He moves his hips closer to yours and you clutch his sides for dear life, whimpering out when he ruts his hips into yours. He spins you around, until youâre leant over the pool wall. Crying out when he tugs on your hair. âWho is it darlin?â He breathes. âBecause the way youâre reacting to meâŚâ he trails offs. Youâre panting out, heâd thrown you for a curveball. Sending you straight into a daze. âUse your words love.â He growls. The feel of his hips pressing into you, his hands on you. âItâs you- since I was a kid-â you pant. Your eyes are watering, wanting so badly for his hands to be on you. Just as his fingertips graze over your bathing suit between your legs, breath hitching in your throat, he pulls away. âLook at me.â He helps spin you around. âAs bad as I want to⌠Your dad is my best friend.â He breathes. You nod your head, as bad as it hurts you, you understand. Youâre still breathing hard, as he creates a few more inches of distance, reaching out to run his finger along your bottom lip, loving the way you react to him, parting your lips even more. Closing your eyes and tilting your head back just slightly. Itâs a small gesture but it doesnât go unnoticed by him. You swipe your tongue over his thumb. The taste of his skin is amazing, even when itâs mixed with chlorine.
He bites his lip, pulling his hand away. âSuch a good girl fâme.â He breathes. Itâs quiet, you almost miss it. When he says it, your body lights on fire. Having him touch you, his hands on you. Itâs almost too much for you to handle. When you finally pull yourself out of the trance like state heâd put you in, heâs moved a couple feet away from you. Which is perfect timing. Your step mom makes her way out of the back door, sending John a smile. âY/N, I think itâs time for you to go.â You narrow your eyes at her. âWhat?â You ask. âItâs nearing nine, you need to head on home.â She crosses her arms. âUh.. I think sheâs been drinking.â John looks at you. âThatâs not my problem, sheâs not welcome to stay here. Our guest bedroom is my office now anyways.â You roll your eyes and John can see the attitude on your face as you look up at her. âHave a good night John.â She smiles at him. âRemember, the couch is always open.â John expects you to be a little more upset than you are. But you arenât. You step out of the pool mumbling out a âfucking bitch.â Under your breath. John smiles at your aggression. âI can give you a ride home?â John asks. âIâm sure Iâll be fine John, besides, I think youâve had more to drink than me.â You laugh, wrapping a towel around you. He smiles, climbing out of the pool. His body is soaked, drips of water sliding down his chest. You want to drool at the sight of him. sliding a t-shirt on. His cargo shorts were soaked but he didnât care. âHoney, Iâve got twenty plus years of drinking on you.â He laughs. âTakes a lot to get me drunk.â You smile. John is about to offer again, the door opens. This time itâs your dad. âHey. I didnât know you guys were still here.â He smiles. âYeah. I wouldâve stayed longer but Y/N caught the wrath of your wife.â John raises his eyebrows at him. âWhat do you mean?â
âTold Y/N she wasnât welcome to stay.â
Your dad looks down at his feet. Glancing back at the door. âSheâs just.. in her own space. You know? You understand, right Y/N?â He says. Your lips part slightly. âCmon Y/N. You can stay at my house.â John nods his head. You send your dad a death glare, following after John. âOh and uh.. itâs not really my place, but letting your daughter whoâs been drinking drive home on her own and choosing a woman over your own kid.. dick move.â John shakes his head at him, sliding his hand over your lower back and walking through the wooden gate with you.
He walks you out to a large truck in the driveway, itâs brand new, shiny black with leather seats. He opens the door for you, helping you up inside. He rests his hand on your thigh until youâre settled, closing the door once youâre inside. He makes his way around the front, opening up his side and climbing in. He starts it, backing up out of the driveway. The way his hands grip around the steering wheel, veins popping out on his hands. Heâs sexy, itâs hard to ignore. You bite your lip, clenching your eyes shut. You squeeze your thighs together, trying to ignore the throbbing between them. John feels bad. Heâs upset by the fact that your own dad treats you that way, and allows his wife to treat you like that. What bothers him the most? Is how unbothered you are by it. How you seem so used to it, you donât even care anymore. âYou donât deserve that, you know?â He mumbles. He reaches his hand across the center console, resting his hand on your bare thigh. His hand is warm against your cold skin, and for once in your life, you could give that stupid bitch a hug for doing what she did. She got you alone with John Price. The guy youâve been crushing on since you were a kid. âI know, but itâs normal to me. You see why I havenât showed up for any gatherings?â You smile. He nods his head. âYeah, definitely. I had a lot of respect for your dad until tonight, canât believe that.â He rolls his eyes. âLike your little attitude you threw, bet youâve got more fire in you than that.â A giggle leaves your lips, and he smiles at it. âOh yeah. Sheâs brought out the absolute worst in me.â You smile. He gives your thigh a reassuring squeeze, not missing the way that you slide down into the seat unintentionally. Your body was begging for his touch, wanting his his hand to creep up just a little bit higher.
John pulls into his driveway, quickly climbing out and making his way around the truck to your side. âSorry, havenât got the running boards for it yet. Theyâre on back order.â He explains. âThatâs okay, I can jump.â You giggle. John helps you down from the seat, fingertips lingering a little longer than they should on your hips. John feels his phone vibrate in his hand, ignoring it as he leads you up to the front door. When you step inside, you smile. Heâs got a very nice house. âWow. Itâs really pretty in here.â You smile. âPretty?â He laughs. âYeah, pretty. I like it.â He passes you a hoodie heâd been wearing earlier that morning. Assuming you had no other clothes to sleep in. You thank him, and he shows you to the bathroom so that you can change. He changes too, finishing before you. He sits down on his couch, finally taking a moment to look at his phone. Itâs a message from your dad.
I donât appreciate what you said about what happened today. Involving yourself in our business. What happens between my family is to stay within my family.
John thinks for a while about a reply. But eventually decides to just leave it alone and ignore him. Heâs pissed off. You donât deserve it. This was an entire new side of your dad that heâd never seen before. A side John didnât like at all, it really made him want to re-evaluate his entire friendship. He no longer had the same respect for the man he did originally. The best thing about him was his daughter. You. John thinks for a minute. Running his fingers over his facial hair. You come back from the bathroom, wearing only his sweatshirt. As you pass by him, he stops you, grasping onto your knee and pulling you in front of him. âJohnâŚâ you mumble. âWhat are you doing?â You mumble. âJust.. admiring you sweetheart.â He looks up at you, pulling you into him. Looking at you. You look down at him, biting your lip nervously. He grasps your thighs, tugging you further. You straddle his hips and his fingers slide up your bare thighs. Sliding slightly under the sweatshirt. He expects to feel panties, or your bathing suit, but his eyes widen when he feels nothing. He brings his hand between your legs. âI thought..â you pant, clutching onto his shoulder. âI thought you said you-â he cuts you off when his fingertips touch your opening for the first time, the first time youâd ever been touched by a man. A gasp leaves your lips and youâre soaking wet. Coating his fingers when heâs barely even touched you. You like him more than he thought. âYeah, maybe what your dad doesnât know wonât hurt him.â He smirks. âYouâre so wet for me sweetheart.â He rubs gentle circles over your clit, making you moan out, rocking your hips into his touch.
âJohn?â You mewl. He looks at you, a smile on his face. âYeah?â
âWill you have sex with me?â You whimper. He swallows hard. âBut youâre a virgin sweet girl.â You nod your head. âI know- but Iâve saved it for you.â You breathe out. âI only want you John. I want you to take it.â You rock your hips into his hand more, body shaking at the intensity of him touching you. Your skin is hot against him. âAre you sure?â He asks. You nod your head eagerly. He bites his lip. He wraps his hands around your waist, lifting you up. He walks down the hallway to his bedroom, pushing the door open with his foot and laying you down on his bed. âI donât have condoms or anything.â He breathes. âItâs okay.â You breathe. âI want to feel all of you.â You breathe. Your desperation is turning him on. Nobody has ever shown him anything like this. John hasnât been with a woman since he was in his mid twenties, and he gave up on relationships and women. Trashed the idea completely. But you.. you came into the picture. Pretty black bathing suit. Smooth skin, innocent eyes that helped conceal such a dirty little secret. So young and pretty, and you wanted him. You were desperate for him. Begging him to take your virginity even. Johnâs breathing is a little sporadic, heâs nervous too. Itâs been so long. He doesnât even really remember sex. You make him feel young again, and heâs a little worried he might ruin this.
He keeps touching you. Kissing and biting at your skin, running his fingers over your opening and eventually sliding them into your slick hole. Sliding them in and out of you, scissoring them until youâre squirming, begging him for more. The way you say his name. Caught somewhere between a moan and a mewl, it kicks his body into overdrive. His cock is rock hard, throbbing against his leg. Something he hadnât felt in a long time. Nothing ever really got to John anymore. Not until now. âDo you think youâre ready for me, princess?â He smiles down at you. Youâre completely naked now, tits on full display for him to tease. Heâs been toying with them for a while, sucking and swirling his tongue around them. Youâre soaked, body begging for him. You nod your head eagerly. He pumps his cock, using your wetness to help lubricate himself. He lines himself up with your entrance and you keep your legs spread for him. He watches you for any discomfort or any signs that youâre going to stop him, but you donât. You hold your legs open, biting your lip. Excited that heâs going to take your virginity. Your pussy is wet enough, he doesnât have to stretch you too much. You feel slight pinching as he inches deeper and deeper into you, but a moan leaves your lips when he bottoms out. Your hands jumping to clutch at his bed sheets. âAre you okay?â You nod your head. âYes- yes!â You whimper. âI feel so full.â You whimper. Your eyes are watering slightly and it hurts more than you want to admit, he can tell. But youâre so excited to be having sex with him, those fantasies youâve been having for so many years finally coming true, and theyâre so much better than you ever thought theyâd be. He rocks his hips back and fourth, hearing you cry out as he does. He smirks. Hoping you donât notice how much heâs enjoying seeing you such a mess.
Youâre crying after a few thrusts, tears streaming down your face at the overstimulation you feel. It only took you a few minutes to cum for the first time, his thumb moving back and fourth against your clit until you started crying, and he finally let go. Him giving your body what you had so desperately wanted, for so long. Your body gave into him right away, tightening around him and soaking his cock. He bites his lip, thrusting into you still. âSo pretty..â he smirks. âThatâs it.. cry for me sweet girl.â He bites his lip, thrusting a bit harder than he had before. Another sob leaves your lips, your body shaking. âIâm gonna cum again!â You cry. He leans down into you. âLook at me sweetheart.â He breathes. You look up at him. âWatch me when you cum.â You lazily nod your head, eyes watery. Your tears are shiny in the moonlight dipping through the curtains and his lower stomach is clenching up tight. Knot wound up in his stomach. A cry leaves your lips, your fingers gripping onto the sheets tightly as you cum again, this time, he groans out. Hips stuttering to a stop as he finishes inside of you. The feeling of you clenching down around him is too much. And he rests his head on your chest. You run your hands through his hair, something you had dreamt about doing for so long. Heâs panting, coming down from his high. âFuck.. did so good for me sweetheart.â He breathes. He collapses on top of you with a groan. Once he relaxes, he slides out of you with a gasp. He lays next to you, holding onto your hand. Youâre panting hard. He stares up at the ceiling, in shock. He just took your virginity, his best friends daughter.
He took it, your virginity.
He blushes hard as he stares up, still in shock. No woman has shown John any attention in years, how lucky is he that a woman as pretty as you likes him? Let him touch you even. He sits up, getting up to clean himself up. He takes a deep breath, drinking the sight of you in. You look so pretty in his bed. When he finishes cleaning up, he cleans you up the best he can. He slides his hoodie onto you, trying not to wake you up. He lays down, pulling a blanket over the both of you, pulling you into him. Your hair smells amazing and he breathes out, feeling an ache in his chest. Just as heâs about to fall asleep, he wonders. What happens if he falls in love with you?
The next morning, you wake up to his side of the bed being empty. You sit up, groaning as the muscles in your legs and lower stomach burn. He really did a number on you last night. You rub your eyes tiredly, taking a deep breath. Your cheeks are burning, the thoughts from last night running through your head. Youâre going to have to face him again, see him. The man who took your virginity. The man who youâve had feelings for forever, that you could no longer hide. Just as youâre about to stand up, John walks in. Heâs holding a glass of water. âHere.â He smiles, passing it to you. He holds his other hand out, heâs holding something. You open your hand and he places medicine in it. âI know youâre probably sore, baby.â He runs his hand up your thigh. You take the medicine, drinking some of the water. When youâre finished, he takes it from your hand and sets it down. âThereâs coffee in the kitchen too. I made it.â You smile. You go to stand up, but your knees buckle underneath you. He catches you before you topple to the ground, a gasp leaving your lips. You can feel his warmth from the night before spilling out of you.
âWhat? Are you okay?â He asks. âI.. yeah. Just..â you look down. He swallows hard when he sees it. âI tried to clean you up the best I couldâŚâ he mumbles. âFuck thatâs so hot baby.. I need to walk away.â He laughs. You look up at him, seeing heâs turned his head. âYou donât have to..â you mumble. He looks at you, eyebrows raised. âYou.. want me to fuck you again?â He blushes, trying to hide it. You cover your face with the sleeve of his hoodie, blushing. He smiles, reaching forward and pulling it away from you face. âAll you had to do was ask baby.â He smiles, reaching for the buckle on his belt. Heâs already dressed. Youâre blushing hard, avoiding eye contact. He chuckles at you. âBlush for me princess, makes you so cute.â He leans down, his nose nudging against yours. He grasps your thighs and slides you to the edge of the bed, pushing his jeans down his legs enough to where he can get closer to you. When he slides in, you gasp. It feels much more intense than the night before. He tilts his head back, swallowing hard. His adams apple bobs and you blush even harder, moaning as he rocks his hips into yours. Youâre still covering your face with the sleeve and he grasps both of your hands, leaning over you to pin them above your head. âDonât hide that pretty face from me..â he moans. âYouâre so fucking pretty baby, such a pretty girl.â He gasps. Hips rocking into yours. Heâs trying not to be too rough, he knows youâre sore. Your hair sprawled out on his bed, itâs something he wants to see forever. He knows youâre young and as selfish as itâd be of him. He needs to make you his. No matter what it takes.
â
The cup of coffee in your hand is heavenly, he was a master at making coffee. The seat in his truck is warming up, and youâre comfortable as he drives to your dads house. When he pulls up, you look confused. âWhere is my car?â You ask. John shrugs. âDonât know. Thatâs weird.â Your growl. Opening the door to his truck. âThat fucking bitch.â You mumble. John grasps hold of the column shifter, throws his truck in park and gets out, following after you to the front door. He holds back a smirk when he sees you walking with a slight limp, legs still shaky. So bold yet so weak for him. You knock on the door and tilt one of your hips out, resting your hand on it. He likes it. Angry mom behavior.
Your dad and Step-mom answer the door, giving you a surprised look. âHey Y/N.â Your dad smiles. âWhere is my car?â You ask. He looks at your step-mom. âI thought you said she came and got it earlier?â He asks. She pouts. âIâm sorry, it was in my way so I had it towed.â He laughs. âOh thatâs okay sweetheart. Iâm sure sheâll understand.â Youâre fuming and John can see it. âNo, itâs not fucking okay. Are you kidding me?â Youâre seething. âWatch your mouth young lady.â Your dad warns. âOr else what? Huh? What the fuck do you have in mind exactly? Kick me out? Say Iâm not welcome? Pick your stupid whore of a wife over me? Oh wait.â You roll your eyes. âYouâre paying for these goddamn fees.â You point a finger at her. âHey, Y/N. Itâs okay. I can give you a ride home for now.â John reaches out to grasp your arm. âJohn..â you groan. âItâs not your responsibility.â You mumble. âItâs my fault for trusting my car over night with a lying, cheating, skank, whore roaming around.â You growl, taking a step toward her. John steps forward, pulling you back. âCome on, Iâll take you home Y/N.â John tries to tug you away but you donât budge. âSheâs a big girl John. Let her fight her own battles.â Your dad looks at him. John crosses his arms, looking unimpressed. âYeah, I wouldnât let her fight this one. She looks like sheâs about to tear your wifeâs face off.â John looks at him. âThis is none of your business.â
âY/N is my business now.â
Your dad looks at him. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â He asks. John can see the little devil in your eyes. âYou let your daughter go home with a man twice her age, what do you think that means, hm?â You smirk. His eyes move back and fourth between you and John. He shakes his head. âJohn wouldnât do that. He respects me too much.â
âNo, I donât respect you at all after last night and today. You treat your own daughter like shit.â
Your dad looks at him. âYeah but that doesnât mean that youâd..â the smirk on your lips. The hint of mischief in Johnâs eyes. âYou slept with my daughter?â Your dad is fuming. John swipes his hand off on his jeans. âYeah. I fucked her. Took her virginity actually. Made her cum all over my cock. And you know what my favorite thing is actually?â He pauses. âWhen I fuck her again, tonight. Iâm gonna make her call me daddy too.â Your dad is still fuming. âYou mother-â your step mom stops him. âItâs okay, just forget about her.â She mumbles. âCmon John.â You grasp his arm, finally pulling him away. You both get into his truck.
John drives for a minute, pulling off of the road onto a back road, where nobody can see anything. Youâre silent for the whole ride, and after he parks, you finally take a deep breath. âHoly fuck I canât believe that.â You say, eyes wide. âYeah I know.. I took it too far I shouldnât have said that.â He sighs. âAre you serious?â You look at him. A laugh leaving your lips. âWe finally put them in their place.â You laugh. âWhat you said? Was so fucking hot.â You say, still in shock. John laughs. You look at him, moving over the center console to straddle his hips, smashing your lips to his. He grasps your hips. You rock your hips into his, desperate for his cock again. He shoves his foot into the metal pedal, his seat sliding all of the way back with a cranking noise. Heâs kissing you back with just as much force as youâre kissing him with, his hand grasping on your shirt and squeezing you into him as tight as he can. You have your hands wrapped around his neck, and he pushes your shorts down your legs, the ones you had on the day before. He unzips his jeans, pulling his cock through the hole. You hover over him, sinking down onto him with a moan. His mouth muffles it. When you pull away, rocking your hips into him, he relaxes. Letting the pleasure take over. âOh fuck yeah baby-â he gasps. Youâre bouncing your hips into him faster, leaning in to kiss him as hard as you did before. Heâs moaning into your lips, thinking about how dirty this is. However he got himself in this situation, heâs happy. You make him feel young again, so fucking crazy. You pull away, resting your forehead against his. Panting hard as you keep a steady pace. You moan out. Tilting your head back. âFuck-â he reaches down, rubbing his thumb over your clit. âSay it.â He mumbles. âHm?â You ask. âSay it.â He pants. His hand connects with your bare ass in a harsh slap. âSay what I want you to say baby..â he smirks. You blush hard, âDaddyâŚâ you pant. He bites his lip. Tilting his head into the seat behind him. âFuuuck.. thatâs so fucking hot princess.â He groans. You lean into him again. And he looks at you. âFuck.. I love you.â He breathes. Chest heaving. His eyes widen after he says it, he doesnât mean to. You kiss him again, steadily rocking your hips into him.
Heâs right at his peak, and he knows you are too. âI love you too.â You say it when you pull away and the sparks that shoot through him, itâs too much. Heâs right there, so close. He starts to lift his hips up into you, groaning out. âOh fuck- Daddy!â You cry out. âYes baby, I know youâre so close. Cum for me.â He breathes. âCum on my dick again baby-â heâs breathing so hard, it feels so good. He feels like heâs about to pass out. âDaddy- yes! So close. So so close.â He tears a cry from your throat as you reach your high, eyes shutting tightly and he moans out, jumping back as your pussy milks his cock of everything he has to give you. Flinching as you rock your hips into him once for good measure. You rest your head on his chest, and he runs a soothing hand over your back. The both of you still breathing so hard.
He wraps his hands around your waist, pulling you close to him. âHey, look at me.â He mumbles. You lift your head, eyes drowsy. âDo you mean it?â He asks. âWhat?â You ask. âDo you love me?â
You blush, looking down. âJohn.. Iâve been in love with you. For years.â You mumble. âYouâre sure itâs no crush?â He asks. âNo, itâs no crush. Iâm in love with you, John. Have been.â You mumble. He pushes your hair behind your ear. âI love you too. And I can take care of you baby. You can come live with me, Iâll make sure you have everything you need.â He breathes. You smile. âJohn, I canât leach off of you like that. Itâs no fair.â He rolls his eyes, lifting his hips to adjust himself, earning a gasp from you. âLeach? No. I want to take care of you baby. Youâre a princess, you deserve nice things. You deserve to be treated with respect. Let me take care of you. Help you get through school.â He smiles. You blush, kissing him again. âIâll help you get your car back, we can start moving your things this weekend. I want you. Forever. And Iâll never ever let anyone come between you and I. Not ever. Iâll never treat you the way everyone else does.â He holds your head against his. âPromise?â You raise your pinky up and he takes it with a smile. âI promise. Now Cmon.â You smile. âOkay, Daddy.â You smirk. He swats your ass playfully making you jump into him. âAh!â You giggle, sliding off of him. He groans out as you do. You slide your shorts back on, climbing off of him and back into his passenger seat.
How you went from a shitty family barbecue to this? Youâll never understand.
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Painted Smile
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Pairing: Alastor x Female! Reader
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Summary: You couldn't wait to meet new friends. What you didn't expect was this smiling little boy, only one year older than you, that would take such a big place in your life.
Notes: I won't lie it was a difficult chapter because Reader's psyche is changing but without this I loved this chapter. I hope you'll enjoy it as much as I did ! There is fluff but beware there are racism, killing envy and blood. But nothing too bad I think... yet. I really hope you'll love it, it's the turning point of the story !
You woke up against Alastor's naked chest, still enveloped in blankets. You could feel him playing with your hair while humming a song youâve heard on the radio. You tilted your head toward him, watching his face wearing his usual smile.Â
â Hello, dear.â he whispered. You kissed his cheeks and put your head back against his warm chest. You could feel his body being more tense than usual, maybe being almost naked against each other made him uncomfortable? You tried to sit up but he pushed your head against his chest once again. â StayâŚâ
You hummed, caressing his scars. It was strange, the skin color was different depending if there were scars but you were surprised by how smooth it was. You couldnât tell the difference between his scars and his skin.Â
â Who did this to you..?â you whispered. Even though you both were alone in the cottage, cut from the outside world by the snowstorm you didnât want to break the comfortable and quiet atmosphere. You felt like, if you began to talk louder, Alastor would shield himself from you. You felt him take a big deep breath before speaking a word you couldn't help but expect.
â My father.â He sighed.
â Do you wish to talk about it?â
â What is there to tell, dear? The man who owned the title of being my father had my mother pregnant, he wanted to be a perfect man so he married her. It was a gamble that failed. I was born and he would beat me or my mother if we were acting a little too â blackâ for him, with his belt, his fists, cold water and so many other things. He teached me how to hunt, how to kill, how to hurt⌠I know so many things that would make you run away from me, my dear friendâŚâ he hugged you tighter.
You donât think youâve ever felt this angry. The man you have met many times, the very man who hurted Alastor, has always been close to you and youâve never seen it. You tried not to imagine Alastor being alone in his room being beaten hard by his father while trying not to cry while holding onto Eamon. Had you hurted him when you would smash into his arms for a hug? Had you hurted him when you would jump on his back because you didnât want to be walking because you were oh so tired. Why didnât you realize that Eamonâs fur was getting redder and redder because Alastor was bleeding on him because of his father. Why did you not realize that Alastor didnât want to let Marie alone in this house because there was a demon living among them.
â Dear?â
â I hope he dies during the war.â
There was a silence before Alastor tilted your head by your chin toward his face. His eyes had the same warm glint but there was something else, something darker that seemed to try to stay hidden. He was looking at you, observing you like he was searching for some kind of answer. You tried to show how angry you were, you wanted your eyes to give the answer Alastor was looking for.Â
â And if I told you I didnât wish for him to be killed during war?â
Your eyes widened. What?Â
â Alastor.. I know he is your father and maybe you still feel some kind of bond with him but you shouldnât. He doesnât even deserve to be killed as a soldier, he should be taken by the enemy, tortured until he canât even spell his own name. Being eaten by dogs. No, it would be bad meat for the dogs. He should just get his members cut off, his tongue eaten by rats, he shouââ you gasped as Alastor kissed you, pressing your body against his own. Why was he kissing you so passionately when you were talking about how his father should die.
He leaned back with a soft smile, that dangerous glint in his eyes back. You tilted your head, you didn't finish talking, it was rude of him.
â Aah.. Darling, you areâŚâ he sighed in bliss as you felt his nails dug comfortably into your waist.â What if.. What if I told you I didn't want him to be killed because..â he stared at you a moment before speaking again.â I want to be the one to kill him.â
You shivered even though you were against Alastorâs warm chest and under several blankets. Alastor wanted to kill his own father? You were staring at him while he was observing you, waiting for your reaction. Alastor wanted to kill his own father? Well, you did want the bastard dead and Alastor deserved his revenge but to kill.. to kill another human beingâŚ
â Killing himâŚ? But âŚâ
â Donât see him as living being my dear, he isnât worth the title. Think of it.. Like Iâm going to hunt a dangerous animal that needs to be put down. Iâm just like your ideal Prince charming , arenât I? Killing dangerous people for his loved one?â He tilted his head with a soft smile.Â
You couldnât help but nod. What he was saying was true. Killing his father would be a great thing. You were beginning to scared yourself as you felt no remorse or guilt to think about Alastor killing his father, his own blood. Why would you? He didnât deserve to live after what he had done to Alastor and Marie. The idea didnât scare you but your thoughts did. Deep inside you, you knew you werenât scared because this idea was coming from Alastor. You trusted him with your life.
â How would you kill him?â you asked, curiously. You giggled as he kissed you everywhere on your face. His body, once tense, was beginning to relax a little. You didnât know what you had done but it seemed like your gave the answer Alastor was waiting for.
â How Iâm going to kill him, you mean. I have many ideas my dear! By knife, rifle or maybe by strangling him?â he pondered as he stared at the ceiling with a happy grin.
â Wonât he be able to scream if you strangle him?â you asked. You remembered, when you were playing with your cousins, some would play a little too hard and would âstrangleâ you. You would just scream so your mother would come and scold your cousins.
â Oh trust me dear, if you do it right, you canât scream for help.â
â How do you know?âÂ
â Well, I tried to scream for my mother one day.â he smiled at you and you felt angrier than you were minutes ago. His bastard father had strangled Alastor when he was a kid. What a demon! He really didnât deserve to be alive! â I have so many ideas!â
â You know, If you really happened to kill him, I wouldnât tell a soul⌠In fact.. If you need me at that moment.. I promise, Iâll be there.â you said sure of yourself. You did not know if you could handle everything but youâll be by Alastorâs side from the beginning. You didnât know if you could kill⌠It was a thought too far from your morals but helping Alastor if he happened to be injured or something else⌠That, you would do it.
â Oh dear.. Donât tell me that, youâre going to make me say things Iâm not ready to tell yet.â he sighed dreamily as he tilted his head backwards. Now, that made you curious. What could Alastor be hiding, he just told you he planned to murder his father, what more could you be hiding ? You smiled as you nipped his neck, making him shiver.
â Like what? Tell me. Tell me!â you smiled as you kept kissing him on his jaws, his cheeks and his nose. â Come on now, you just told me you wanted to kill your father, what more canât you tell me ?â you whined before settling against him once more. You closed your eyes and listened to his heartbeat. It was fastâŚ
â Fine⌠Dearest, once I have killed my father,â you hummed while he took your hand in his. â Would you marry me?â
âŚ
Oh Lord.
You sat up, staring at him. He was looking at you, kissing the back of your hand. You were shaking, did he .. did he..?
â I wonât lie, I still donât know what Love is about. I just know that I want you to be by my side, I donât think I could remain sane if I were to see your attention shifting to someone else. Just like Narcissus with his own reflection, I canât get enough of you and yet I feel so fulfilled when you are by my side. Iâm⌠I think I may be obsessed with you. You are the person who brought my human heart to life, how odd. I know itâs not the love you read about or you wish for.. I donât even know if this is love. But this is what I feel for you, and I donât think Iâll be able to feel it for anyone else, heck, I donât want to feel it for anyone elseâŚI want you caged with me. I want you to think about me just like Iâm always thinking about you.â he stared at you, waiting for your answer, caressing your trembling hand. His eyes were shaking but he kept his gaze on you, observing your reactions. â Would you accept my mad affection?â
You were shaken. You were with Alastor, almost naked, sitting on his pelvis with a blanket around you and a snowstorm outside.You felt hot. So hot. Alastor wanted to marry you. He wanted you to be his wife? It felt like everything clicked in your brain. Each time you were running after him, each time you wanted to make him like you, each time you wanted him to see you as a lady, each time you asked him to let you enter into his mind, each time you felt anger when a woman would come close to him, each time you wanted him to watch you and only you.
You were madly in love and obsessed with Alastor.
You read so many love novels⌠The prince never asked the princess to marry after telling her he was going to kill his father. The prince never asked the princess to think about him only. Their love was pure, not tainted by obsession, not tainted by the immense need to be by their loverâs side⌠Their love was not like what was happening right now.
And yet you couldnât be happier.
You smiled at him, your vision blurry because of the tears blinding your eyes.
â Alastor.. I may be just a foolish sixteen year old girl. Maybe your obsession will pass when you see I have nothing to offer you but trust me, my affection for you has been present since the day I laid my eyes on you.â you felt him squeeze your hand harder as you continued your confession.â We are both young, so maybe youâll change your mind. Youâll find a proper woman but I know that you are the only man I wish for in my life. The only man I wish I would marryâŚâ you sobbed as you squeezed his hand back as he stared at you with clear obsession in his eyes. He leaned toward you, whispering against your lips.
â Say it.. Say it..â he begged.
â Yes, Alastor, I will marry you.â
He kissed you with a big smile you couldnât help but imitate. He hugged you against him so hard you felt pain in your chest but you didn't care. You squeezed him as hard as you could, youâve never felt happier.
âI feel like this is too good to be trueâŚâ you heard him say against your skin. You couldnât help but laugh while wiping your eyes. You leaned back as you took both of his hands in yours.
â Itâs true.. I feel like.. Once we leave this place, everything would be a faraway dream.â you sighed with a soft smile. You felt like you were dreaming right nowâŚ
â I.. May have an idea for that.â he smirked at you as you tilted your head, confused. â I find myself being interested in voodoo.â he held his hand in front of your mouth as you gasped. â No worry darling, voodoo is not a barbaric religion. Itâs in my blood, I found books about it and where it came from. And, there are some rituals that can bind souls together⌠Would you like to try it?â
â For real?â you said, astonished. From what you heard, voodoo was a banned religion because it was witchcraft which came from black people. You didnât really find yourself into religion, men killed for religion no matter which one. But if voodoo was something Alastorâs looked into and was coming from his ancestors, that could be interesting.
â Yes indeedy. They wrote it as a curse though butâŚâ you peck his nose before he could continue.
â Yes, I want to.â you smiled. â How do we do it?â
â I donât have the book with me right now. But itâs very specific.. Iâll need some of your blood.â he said carefully but soon his expression turned to surprise as you ran toward the kitchen and gave back with a knife. â Well, arenât you in a hurry to be bound to me body and soul?â he said with a teasing smile.
â Oh, you are right, we can wait.â you said and smiled delightedly when you saw his expression twitched. You knew that Alastor would be the less patient of the both of you for this kind of thing, for you, which was surprising, he was known to be patient, very patient. â Here I was, ready to make my ring finger bleed.â you shook your head with a saddened expression. â How foolishâŚâ
â DearâŚâ
â Seems like Iâm in no hurry to become your wife!â you squeaked as Alastor tugged you against his chest with a smile so big it almost looked like inhuman.
â Dearest, donât play with me. Not with that.â he gently took the knife from your hand. â No need for this. If you accepted, I could cut you.â he looked at you, seeming unsure. You tilted your head, cutting yourself seemed scary indeed.
â Itâs going to hurt, right..?â you asked softly. You watched as he played smoothly with the knife in his hand. You wished you knew how to do itâŚ
â Iâll try to make it so you donât feel anything.âÂ
â No. I want to feel it. I want to feel this moment.â you said sure of yourself. Tonight would mark the first step of becoming Alastorâs wife, body and soul. You would be damned together or go to heaven together, there were no in between. You saw Alastorâs smile widened, it seemed like he was sharing the same feeling as you about this situation.
You looked as he sunk softly the knifeâs edge into your skin. You shivered as you bit your lips, you were feeling no pain. You remembered in your romance books, normally the woman would be crying as the prince would pass the ring on her fingers. And yet, here you were, letting Alastor cut your skin and enjoying it.Â
He took a napkin from the table and held it against your bleeding finger.Â
â Are you okay?â he asked, observing your reaction once more. You nodded, you donât think you could feel even better ! He put the napkin on this table with a satisfied smile before you pinned him on the sofa, hugging him against you.
â Iâm the happiest girl in the whole world !â you shouted before leaving the sofa, leaving there a confused smiling Alastor, and you jumped everywhere. You couldnât wait to tell your mother, your father, Alice ! You squealed in delight as you jumped around under Alastorâs soft gaze.
â You gave me the best birthdayâs present.â he said as he stood up. You grinned at him, his birthday was tomorrow, you needed to prepare the food. Even if you knew nobody would be coming, it was for the better!
You took Marieâs recipesâs book, still with the blankets around you.
â Let your future wife cook for you!â you smiled confidently.
Alastor let you in the kitchen for 15 minutes before running back because he smelt fire. You just smiled sweetly at him with a burned stove. Alastor sighed with a tender smile before helping you cook. You wanted to try to cook something spicy, thatâs why you had asked Alice to bring hot pepper for his birthday.
â Do you think you could eat one and handle it ?â you teased him. He just looked at you and ate a whole pepper without flinching. You stared at him in shock. He winked at you before giving you a hot pepper with a mocking smile.
â Could you handle it?â
You scoffed and took the hot pepper in your hands. If Alastor did it, you could do it! You took the whole hot pepper in your mouth and swallowed it. You waited a little then laughed at Alastor.
â I had worse at myâ Oh my god..â you stopped every movement as your felt pure fire began to grow inside of you. You felt tears streaming down your face as you coughed, holding on Alastorâs arms as he was laughing so hard you could see tears on the side of his eyes. â Alastor, help me!â you tried to fan your tongue, jumping around as Alastor held himself against the wall, crying of laughter.
â Haha! Dear, drink milk ! milk!â he laughed as he pointed to the fridge. You ran toward it and slammed its door open. Did you even have milk? Yes! You took the bottle and drank messily the milk until the bottle was half full. â Oh dear⌠Would you like a kiss after this horrible experiment?â he smiled as he walked toward you, but as he leaned closer to your face you almost could feel the hot pepper still on his lips.
You ran away, screaming at him. You didnât want to feel this pain anymore! You were screaming as Alastor ran behind you, his laughter echoing in the little cottage.You couldnât help but smile, if this scene would represent your future with Alastor, you would love it!
After your battle, easily won by Alastorâs lips against yours, you went back to cooking. Alastor was showing you how to cook and you took notes. It seemed so easy from his movement. You were almost jealous but then you began to smile as you remembered that you would see this scene every day in the future.
â You have such a big smile dear, does watching me cooking bring you such pleasure?â he asked teasingly. You stuck your tongue at him, you knew he was happier than he let on. His smile was more genuine and his body was more relaxed than you've ever seen him.Â
After an hour you went back to the living room, near the fire and ate Alastorâs cooking. You called your mothers to reassure them that everything was good and you were safe. You gossiped, played a few games, like poker and Alastor was way too good about it , you would just throw a pillow at him each time he would wink at you, meaning he knew he had won. You took a nap against Alastorâs chest and when you woke up it was almost midnight. You stood up from his chest and were surprised to see Alastor asleep. Maybe being away from everything, with you had made him relaxed enough that his body could sleep? You smiled and went to the kitchen and took a cake out of the fridge. You tried to make a coffee cake two days ago, you hoped it was still good⌠You put the candle on the cake and lit them up before walking toward the living room.Â
You saw an awaken Alastor turning his head toward you as you sat in front of him on your knees, with a soft smile and whispered in the quiet room.
â Happy birthday, Alastorâ
~~~
â Happy birthday Alastor!â you all cheered and brough your glasses together. You were in a bar with jazz playing, celebrating the new year and Alastorâs 23th birthday. Alice was there, with some of Alastorâs friends, you didnât really remember all of their names but one, Mimzy. It was a name you never heard of so it stuck with you.
Alastor has become a real man. He was taller than most people, his frame was deceivingly slim, his smile was as broad as ever, his hair were a little longer than when he was younger and as always , he had his glasses on. He was grinning as everyone congratulated him for his birthday. You looked at Alice with a soft smile.
Alice had changed too. Long gone was the sweet innocent looking girl, she was now a beautiful woman who was confident in any way. She had cut her long hair, now they ended toward her shoulder. She looked at you and winked.
â Another shot?â
You laughed and nodded but Alastor stood up.
â My dear friend, what a day to celebrate the new year and myself. I have happy news to share.â all of you looked at Alastor, waiting for him to tell you his news. You couldnât help but roll your eyes with a smile, he was such an attention seeker. â My voice is going to keep you company most of the day as I have been hired in a radio station.â he said with a proud smirk, his eyes never leaving yours. You shouted of pure happiness, standing up so abruptly the chair fell down behind you. You clapped just like the rest of the people around the table.
â I knew you would do it, sweetie!â said Mizmy, giving him a side hug.
â I'm paying for another round of shots!â you exclaimed with a big smile. You didn't even wait for everyone to tell you what they wanted. You were already going toward the barman. You were really walking straight but who cared, everyone here was busted.Â
â Heya doll, whatcha want?â
â Give me your strongest.â you said while pointing to your table. He nodded and you went back to your table who were still praising Alastor. You sat back down next to Alice.
â Hearing Alastorâs voice all day? Ugh, Iâll have to endure it.â she said with an amused expression. You laughed, Alastor and Alice always say they didnât like each other but when it was for you, they would team up.Â
â I canât wait to hear his voice on the radio. You donât understand, weâve been waiting for it since childhood!â you said with a nostalgic smile. You remembered your sleepover and your childish broadcast⌠Aah, how time flies. You smiled as the waitress put the shots on the table with a whole bottle of whiskey.Â
â Order from the house.â she said flirty before leaving. You all took one shot and drank it. You try not to grimace, this one was really strong. You laughed as you saw Aliceâs head fall against the table.
â Oh, this one was a bitch.âÂ
â You need more training, love.â you heard Mimzy say to Alice as she tapped her back. You looked at Alastor who didnât even flinch. He was talking with one of his friends but you knew better⌠Those friends must be useful in some way. Your expression lifted up as you heard a song you wanted to dance to. You moved Alastorâs friend out of your way and dragged him on the dancefloor. You laughed as he began to spinned you.
â Are you sure you can handle me in that state, love?â he taunted you as he spinned you back against his broad chest. You winked at him, you may be more than tipsy but you werenât drunk yet. You could handle him. You began to dance with Alastor, quickly being the center of all attention. You knew every step by heart, Alastor could throw you in the air you would just close your eyes and wait for him to catch once again.
After a lot of dances, you went back to your table as Alastor danced with Mimzy. You sat next to Alice, making air with your hand. So hot.
â I wonât lie, there is so much tension between you I donât know how you donât just.. jump each other when you both are alone.â Alice said before drinking a glass of whiskey.
You laughed, smacking her arms. There have been moments where Alastor and you would make out so intensely you would get ready to give him your virginity but he always said to be patient and wait for your future wedding night even if it was killing you both. You respected his decision, you would wait for your wedding. The only person who knew what had happened in the cottage, the only one who knew about your promise, for Alastor 17th birthday was Alice, who almost broke every damn mirror with her screams.
â What? Look at you ! Youâre like.. ethereal ! And Iâm the one saying that.â she said before slipping her hair to one side of her shoulder. You grinned, you did grow up well. Your mother was so proud of you and even your father. When your father had returned from war he was badly injured so you took upon yourself to be his personal nurse. You werenât a perfect nurse but you knew how to clean wounds, do stitches, you werenât disgusted by the sight of blood anymore. And to top it all off, you were used to seeing Alastor bring back dead animals from his hunt now. You werenât the fragile little girl anymore. Something your parents would missed sometimes, but from your friends point of view and even Alastorâs, you could still be endearingly naive.
â And what about you Alice? The jewel of New Orleans? No one fancied yet?â you smirked before taking a glass of whiskey. Alice had, as always, so many people who threw themselves to her feet but she didnât care.Â
â No, which is infuriating , look at me ! Poor little me being single!â she groaned as you laughed before hugging her. You knew Alice would find someone, she deserved it!
You kept celebrating until 3 am before you knew it was time for you to go. You were tired and you knew you would have to take care of your father if needed. He was doing well but he couldnât stay still so he went to work with the police. What a stubborn man. You kissed Alice on her cheek and smiled when you felt a warm hand on your back.
â Ready to go, dearest?â Alastor smiled at you, he already had his jacket on his arm. You nodded and said your goodbye before leaving the bar. You were staring at Alastorâs handsome punchable face. He looked down at you with a teasing grin. â Yes ?â
â Nothing.. Iâm just admiring your face.â
â Oh, please, do continue.â he chuckled as he walked you to your home. In front of your door you hugged him as he kissed your forehead. You began to turn away from him, ready to catch some sleep but he took your hands.
â I say I had good news right?â
â Yes, you are now a radio host.â you smiled before giving him a peck on his lips. â Iâm so proud of you. Weâve been waiting for this, haven't we?â
â We have, indeedy, dearest. But I have some other news, for both of us.â He took your hand toward his mouth and kissed the back of it, staring into your soul.
â My father is coming back.â
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Locksley
yandere Batfam x reader
yes, i do love them. yes, it is a problem. yes, i will make this my entire personality for the next two and a half months
also, necessary disclaimer, thereâs a piece of dialogue in this that i took from a youtube asmr channel (bite me, theyâre interesting and iâm starved of attention) - itâs jim㥠asmr, if youâre interested
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You wouldnât call yourself a hero, not in any sense of the word. Likewise, you didnât consider yourself a villain. You were something in between - you did bad things for good reasons, you did good things for bad reasons.Â
Living in Gotham changed people. No matter how kind or well-intentioned, everyone ended up corrupt sooner or later. Some just fell further from grace than others.Â
The people you helped would argue that you were a hero, someone who deserved recognition and respect for your actions. The people you stole from tended to disagree.
You didnât care much about what you were. Heroes, villains⌠They were all the same in your eyes. They wrecked havoc and left people like you to deal with the aftermath - an ordinary citizen who had neither the means nor the aspirations to fix what theyâd broken.
****
You started years ago, before you were even a teenager.
It was small things at first. Single fruits, a loaf of bread, a blanket, cough syrup. Things people wouldnât usually notice.Â
You realised pretty soon that you were good at stealing, good at getting away without people noticing. Very good.
Stealing felt justified in your young mind. You told yourself that it was okay. It was okay because you werenât stealing for yourself. Never for yourself. Never committing a crime for personal benefit.
No, you stole to help others. You did what you could to help those that were too weak or scared to help themselves.Â
In those early years, when you were still young and hopeful, you likened yourself to Robin Hood. Stealing from the rich to give to the poor.
Now, years later, the sentiment had faded.Â
You still stole from the rich. You still gave everything you stole to the poor.Â
Poverty in Gotham was a disease. The densely populated apartment blocks in the Narrows, where you lived, housed more people than it should have, and those people had become somewhat of a family to you. Or at least as close as youâd ever get. So you did what you could to keep them safe and alive. Stealing food to keep them fed, stealing clothes and blankets to keep them warm, stealing medicine to keep them healthy, stealing toys to keep the children hopeful.
That was your job, your purpose in life.
It made you feel as though you had a use. Seeing how peopleâs faces brightened, how happy they looked to see you when you bought a spare blanket or some extra food, or a toy a hopeful child had been eyeing for a while, it made you feel as though your life wasnât completely meaningless.
Your life had a purpose. And that purpose was to help those who couldnât help themselves.Â
So you did.
And you never got caught. Not once.Â
Until you did.
****
This uniform is so fucking uncomfortable. How do these people do this all day? You think, slipping your index finger beneath the buttoned collar of your shirt, tugging at it in a lacklustre attempt to catch a breath.
As much as recon was necessary, it was also an annoyance most of the time. It was times like these that you thanked the stars above that you werenât born into a wealthy family. Stuffy galas and boring board meetings were never your thing.
The crowd of wealthy tycoons and aristocrats barely paid the waitstaff a second thought, primping and preening as they mingled amongst one another, trying to impress people who were too self centred to notice them.Â
You wouldâve rolled your eyes and gagged at the sight, had it not acted as the perfect cover for you.Â
Stealing the name tag and uniform off of the service roster was simple enough, and sneaking in through the service entrance of the disgustingly lavish manor was a breeze. Now, as you flit through the crowd of supercilious pricks, you feel grateful for your own nondescript appearance.
Blending in with the average service worker was a blessing, one you took full advantage of as you scanned the large ballroom. There were several large windows, massive panes of glass bordered with ornately carved ebony wood frames. The doors were just as grand, two sets of double doors, and a smaller service door in the very corner of the room, all dark stained ebony to match the windows, were just as detailed and lavish.
It made you sick.
How could these people live so wastefully? How could they live so easily? Their biggest worry was keeping their faces youthful and their houses fancy. It didnât make sense. Even now, after months, years of doing this, it still confused you - the fact that you lived such a jarringly different life, one that seemed so pathetic in comparison to the vapid crowd that surrounded you.
At the very least, it eased your conscience, and made your job easier. You felt no pity, no remorse for stealing from people like those gathered around you. Very few of them had actually worked for what they had in life. No, it was handed to them at birth. Life was funny like that. Those who work hard are left impoverished, and those who give in to gluttony and greed never have to work a day in their lives for what they have.
You discarded the now empty serving tray behind a potted plant, slipping out the large double doors and into the empty corridor beyond. The halls were silent and dark, moonlight casting large shadows over the walls.
The manorâs antiquated runner rug muffled the sound of your footsteps as you crept along the wall of the corridor, carefully taking note of each door, drawing up a mental map as you continued.Â
Every corner you turned was more extravagant than the last. You could practically feel the wealth seeping out of the walls. It disgusted you.Â
At least it was nice to look at.
Twenty minutes later, youâve made it up to the East Wing, the furthest part of the manor from the ballroom. It seems to be the personal quarters of whoever the hell owns this abomination of a house. On the trek up several flights of stairs, youâd passed a collection of bedrooms, several smaller living rooms, and,to your great delight, a study. Though, âstudyâ feels like the wrong word to describe the room.
It looks more like a grotesque mix of a library and a maze, and if you were any more wet behind the ears, you mightâve been intimidated by the sheer size of it. In fact, if youâd stumbled upon a room like this a few years ago, youâd have been in awe. The value of a single item in this room would have you set for life.Â
But you donât allow yourself to be caught up in the moment, keeping steely focus as you move silently, swiftly between towering shelves. You donât take anything. Not yet. The time for that would come later. Right now, you focus instead on gathering information. The layout of the manor, alarms, sensors, residents.
The last part was always the hardest, especially with people like the elite of Gotham city. People came and went as they pleased, and the odds of you running into someone was higher in extravagant homes like this, what with their abundance of butlers and maids. But youâd avoided them all up to this point, never once encountering anyone in more than a decade of prowling.
And this manor - the famous Wayne residence - never housed more than a dozen people on any given night. You knew the staff and groundskeepers all went home in the evening, leaving the property all but abandoned at night.
You reach the end of the room, pausing only to glance over at the large grandfather clock nestled between two shelves before you turn on your heel and stride back towards the door. Youâd gotten what you came for. Now, it was time to take your leave, full mental map in tow.Â
Getting out of the gala was a lot easier than getting in, and you took the time to register the smaller details of the manor. In this time, you confirmed one thing you knew for certain:
Wayne manor disgusted you in all its excessive wealth.
Bruce Wayne may have appeared as some kind of well meaning philanthropist or humanitarian, but you knew his pockets ran deep. Much of his wealth, generational and unearned, was hoarded while the rest of Gotham was left to rot in poverty.Â
It was, in part, the reason that you didnât feel bad about what you were doing. He, alongside the rest of Gothamâs elite, had done nothing to earn what they had. You were just levelling out the playing field, giving those in the Narrows a fair chance at life.
And if you had to dirty your hands to help them, then so be it.
****
The thick carpet muffles your landing, though you donât really need it.
Over the years, youâd mastered your movements, learning how to move silently, without notice. Itâd been born from necessity, rather than genuine desire. Growing up in the Narrows wasnât good for much, but at least you learnt pretty quickly that it was easier to get by if you went unnoticed.
You gently close the window, pushing the polished wooden frame with your fingertips, wincing at the soft click of the lock. Any noise was too much.
The corridors are empty as you silently sweep through the manor, as expected. You aim for the lavish library youâd scoped out a week prior, mental checklist ready.Â
Avoiding the cameras and alarms is easy enough, especially when the majority of them scoped the perimeter, rather than the interior. The lack of security, combined with the excessive luxury confirmed what youâd always thought.
Rich people were fucking dumb.
They really thought their money could protect them from everything. Well, there was one thing that no amount of money could save them from.
People like you. People with absolutely nothing to lose.
You had no family, no prized possessions, no desire or greed. And you sure as hell didnât harbour any fear for people like them.
Eventually, you arrive in the East Wing, slowing your stride slightly. You strain your ears for any hint of movement, blending seamlessly into the shadows as you prowl the corridor. The ornately carved solid wood door opens with a silent swoosh, and you slip into the room a mere moment later.
Someoneâs here.
You take note of it a moment too late, slipping between two towering shelves the instant you hear the soft murmurs of a conversation. The lighting is dim, shadows dancing across the room, sourced from the crackling fireplace at the back of the study.
Fuck.
It takes you a beat longer than usual to calm your now racing heart, and the instant you get it under control, youâre back to creeping along the shadows, hands darting out to grab at ornaments and books, shoving them silently into every pocket and gap in your suit and small backpack.
If you could, youâd have brought a bigger bag, but you needed to travel light - light enough to make a swift exit if needed.Â
You manage to grab quite a few things without nearing the source of conversation, which youâve now determined to be two men murmuring lowly near the fireplace. Relief settles heavy in your bones as you creep back towards the door, thankful for the numerous shelves hiding you from view.
Lady Luck was a fickle being, and it seemed sheâd decided your time was up.
When youâre about ten steps away from the exit, senses on high alert, time seems to slow, the baroque handle dropping slowly as the door is pushed open. Youâre back in the shadows before it fully opens, back pressed against the wall while you weigh your options.
The door is out of the question. Thereâs no way to slip out without being noticed. The window, maybe?
One glance at the tightly latched windows across the room dash that idea immediately.
Panic swirls up your spine, threatening to take over. If you got caught here, thereâs no telling what would happen to you.
As you scramble to come up with a plan, the door swings open and a man steps into the room. Heâs young, fresh-faced, perhaps a year or two younger than you. Heâs handsome too, in the way aristocrats often were - light eyes, tanned skin, full lips. He was striking.Â
And he turned to look right at you.
Youâre up, on top of the nearest shelf seconds before his eyes slide towards you. You squeeze your eyes shut, sweat slicked palms pressed flat against the dusty wooden shelf underneath you.
Fuck.
He lingers for a moment, taking a step closer into the shadows, to the spot youâd stood in moments ago.Â
Thereâs no way he knew. He couldnât.
After several tense, painful seconds, his brow twitches and he turns on his heel, striding over to the other two men, his gait confident and swift. You let out a soft sigh, relaxing only a bit as you try to stop the nervous tremors in your hands.
Escape comes hours later, near three in the morning, when all three men eventually retire to their rooms. You couldnât get out of that eerie, shadowed manor fast enough.
****
âYou really should lock your door at night, especially in this area. You never know when some creep might think about inviting themselves in. Windows too, for that matter - or else B&Eâs would just be⌠Well, Eâs.âÂ
It was barely two in the morning. Youâd crawled into bed, still fully clothed, less than an hour ago, exhausted from a long day of work in the hellscape that was hospitality. You hadnât even had the energy to look over your next few potential hits, never mind take a shower or have dinner.
So itâs no surprise that youâre disoriented, thrown off guard when you wake up to a masked man leaning far too casually against your derelict old couch, slim katana resting comfortably in his hand while he twirls it around.
âThen again,â he continues, ignoring the wide eyed look you give him. You flinch back, the movement too slight to notice as he straightens and strides over to you. âYouâve made my job easier. So I should thank you.â
He stands, hovering over you, arms hanging casually at his sides beneath his cloak as he regards you. The mask he wears hides his eyes, and it feels as though youâre staring up into dark, never-ending pits rather than eyes.
âHm. You look different than what I expected. Younger. How old are you?â
If you werenât so terrified, you mightâve laughed. Here, in your cramped, dingy bedsit, stood someone who appeared more demon than man, and he was presumptuous enough to critique your appearance. Worse still is the fact that you mightâve answered him, had he not swiftly changed topics.
âIt doesnât matter. A criminal is a criminal. Blackgate has a cell with your name on it.â
The train rumbles by and shakes the thin walls of your apartment, casting an eerie half glow bright enough to just barely light up your apartment.
Your blood runs cold.
Robin.
Youâre moving before he has time to register whatâs happening, tossing your worn knit blanket at his head as you leap from your bed, the small singleâs frame groaning beneath you at the abrupt movement. Youâre across the room when he recovers, hand on the doorknob. Seconds later, a vaguely bird-shaped dagger embeds itself into the doorframe right beside your hand.
âDonât move.â
For once, despite the alarm bells blaring in your head, you listen. You fight against your instincts and the burning in your limbs as he approaches, closer and closer with every taunting step until heâs right in front of you, another stupid bird-shaped dagger nicking the soft underside of your jaw.
âYouâre coming with me. Peacefully.â
Your brow twitches in annoyance at his tone. Itâs so condescending, as if he thinks heâs talking to a child. If this was anyone else, you mightâve fought back, but of the list of people you avoided, the Gotham vigilantes associated with Batman were top of the list.Â
They were so irritatingly self-righteous, and you knew without a shadow of a doubt that theyâd view you as a scum of the earth criminal, should they ever catch you. It was part of the reason youâd avoided them so religiously, and youâd done a great job of it up until this point. The only question on your mind right now, though, was-
âHow?â
Robin tilts his head, mouth flat. âHow what?â
You lift your chin a bit more as he raises his dagger, softly piercing the skin, as if in a warning.
âHow did you find me?â
If you could see his eyes, you were sure theyâd hold an incredulous look, as if to ask âare you stupid?â. But you werenât. Not like this. You werenât sloppy. And you sure as hell didnât step on toes when you stole, especially not enough to gain the attention of a run of the mill vigilante. There was no reason for him to be standing here, in your apartment, all but pinning you to the door.
âHow did you find me?â you insist, pushing forward despite the slight sting against your jaw. âWhat did you see?â
He sets his jaw, tilting his head down as he speaks through clenched teeth.Â
âStealing from Bruce Wayne of all people was a dumb move.â
Your blood chills in your veins.
So someone did see me then⌠That man. That boy. Fuck.
âIt was especially dumb to stick around for four hours afterwards.â
At that moment, you weigh your options.Â
If you go with him peacefully, all but turn yourself in, Blackgate would be the least of your worries. You stole from Bruce Wayne.
Wronging such an influential man would have its own set of unique consequences, and it wasnât yourself you were worried about. Anyone youâd helped in the process would be incriminated. All those innocent people, the women and children, the elderly people who lived around youâŚÂ
No. You couldnât go with him.Â
Prison was one thing. Endangering those you swore to help was another entirely.
With your mind made up, everything else is easy.
You grab the wrought iron coat rack beside the door and swing it upwards, aiming for his head without a second thought. The moment he releases you and shoves you back, youâre out the door, sprinting down several flights of stairs.
Too slow. Faster. Move faster.
You hear him behind you, footsteps ringing out like a death knell.Â
He wants you to hear him. You know he does. A vigilante like that, someone as skilled as him - you wouldnât hear him unless he wanted you too.
Honestly, you were quite proud of yourself. Youâd made it further than youâd expected. The uneven gravel stings against your bare feet as you sprint through the side alley, aiming for the main street.
It was pointless. You knew it was. Even if you could make it that far, it wouldnât amount to anything. No one would help you. No one could help you.
Regardless, you still feel disappointed when he grabs you by the collar of your thin, old sleepshirt, yanking you back. The exit to the alley, a mere two metres away, seems to mock you.
In that moment, you think about what youâd done. You truly think, and realise that you didnât regret a single thing. You didnât care about what happened to you. Everything youâd taken had helped so many people, far more than it would have helped Bruce Wayne, gathering dust in his old study.Â
Everyone had been so happy, so relieved at how much youâd managed to help them. The amount youâd received for the stolen goods had been enough to care for everyone in your building ten times over.Â
So no, you didnât regret your decision.
This time, Robin doesnât waste any time with pleasantries, gripping the back of your neck tightly and knocking you out a moment later.
****
âWho is she?â
âHer name is-â
âI know what her damn name is. I mean, who is she?â
Tim pauses, eyeing Damian with a strange expression, clearing his throat and continuing after throwing a perplexed glance at Bruce.
â...well, uh, she lives in the Narrows, has for more than a decade. She went to Gotham public high school and received her high school diploma, with no further education. Sheâs⌠pretty unremarkable, to be honest. Works in a shitty diner in the East End, earns less than minimum wage...â he trails off for a moment and shrugs. âThereâs not much else to say.â
Damian clenches his jaw, arms crossed tightly over his chest.
âHer address. What is it?â
Again, Tim throws Bruce a glance, sharper this time, choosing his words wisely.
âI⌠donât think thatâs necessary information. Itâs not a big deal, she only took a few things. And it doesnât seem like she kept any of it. Actually, Iâm kind of impressedââ
Heâs cut off in an instant, Damianâs glare sharp and filled with rage.
âIt does matter. She stole from us. SheââÂ
The green-eyed youth sucks in a sharp breath, dropping his arms to his side, flexing his hands.
â...she was right there. She was inside the manor, ten steps away from me, and I didnât fucking notice. It took us two weeks to notice sheâd been here at all!â
His words are like venom, belying the real reason heâs so worked up, and Bruce watches him with a blank expression, stepping forward after heâs calmed down slightly, placing a heavy palm on his shoulder.
âI understand your frustrations, but you canât allow them to cloud your judgement. Donât allow your emotions to rule your actions. While I agree we should find her, I donât think we need to be as⌠extreme as youâre suggesting. Sheâs just a civilian - albeit a very⌠efficient one. Take some time, calm down, and weâll discuss what to do from there, okay?â
Damian shrugs the hand off his shoulder, stalking out of the Batcave with a few short, clipped words thrown over his shoulder.
âYes, Father. Of course.â
****
A very frazzled looking man is the first thing you see when you come to, temple aching terribly where the angered Robin had decked you hours earlier. Presently, the man hovering over you sighs when he sees your eyes open, though it doesnât seem to be a sound of relief. His mouth tugs down at the corners, brows pinching together.
âDonât.â
He presses a palm to your shoulder, keeping you flat on your back when you try to sit up. His tone is stern, flat, accentuated by the dark bags under his eyes. His shoulders sag and he loosens his hold, fingers flexing against your shoulder.
âJust⌠stay there. Donât move.â
The words seem more like a plea than a demand, but you listen regardless. Even if you wanted to move, the pain rippling through your skull makes you too dizzy to sit up, let alone stand.
â...do you remember anything?â he murmurs, bright blue eyes roaming your face worriedly.
Licking your dry, cracked lips, you avoid his gaze. Would it be better to lie, you wonder? Would he know? You had a feeling he might. And you had a feeling that somehow, being honest just this once would help you a lot more than lying ever could.Â
You swallow thickly, glancing back at him before answering.Â
âYes.â
He rolls his eyes, head lolling forward as he mutters.
âFan-fucking-tastic.â
Before he can ask you another question, before you can say anything else, thereâs a flurry of movement at the entrance to the room, several people storming in. The racket makes your head throb, and you feel faint and woozy as you lean back against the admittedly plump pillows.
You wonder distantly why you werenât in a prison cell or a hospital. If youâd been in a better headspace and perhaps not concussed, you mightâve been concerned, but it was effort enough to focus on staying conscious at the moment.
âNo, Damian! I have had enough! You explicitly went against my instructionsâ You kidnapped a civilian!â
Chancing a small peek at the arguing duo, you catch sight of little more than two blob-like shapes, the taller of the two yelling animatedly while the shorter stands stoically, staring off to the side, towardsâ
Towards you.
âSheâs awake.â
That has the taller man falling silent for a moment. He sighs heavily, murmuring.Â
âWeâll discuss this later. For now, I have to deal with your mess.â
With that, he turns and strides over to you, placing his hand on the shoulder of the young man at your bedside, a silent dismissal. He remains standing while the other two leave, staring down at you expressionlessly.
Bruce Wayne.
Bruce fucking Wayne.
âŚIâm so dead.
You jolt up, wincing at the pounding in your head as you blurt out.
âMr Wayne, IââÂ
He holds up a palm, silencing you.
âI donât want to hear it.â
Thereâs a pause, one in which he looks down at you before sitting down with a sigh, massaging the bridge of his nose for a moment.
âI donât care that you stole from me. Usually, I'd just file a police report and go about my day, but my son⌠Well, you upset him.â
He leans back in his seat, unbuttoning his blazer.
âYou see, heâs a prideful boy. Itâs never caused problems before, at least, not like this. I mean, involving a civilian, that is. But you seem to have struck a nerve. Heâs holding quite a bit of animosity towards you.â
Bruce leans forward again, elbows resting on his thighs as he regards you with a critical eye.
âAnd Iâll admit, you caught me too, to a degree. You broke into my home without my notice. You were right under my nose.â He huffs a disbelieving laugh, as if the very idea of you evading him was impossible. âItâs impressive, I wonât deny it.â
A strange flutter fills your chest, something that feels oddly akin to pride. Bruce Wayne of all people was complimenting you. Or, at least, it felt like a compliment.Â
âWhy is he so upset?âÂ
You regret the question the instant it leaves your mouth. His gaze, which had been slowly warming up, turns cold and flat at that.
â...because you slipped right by him. Do you understand what a feat that is? How much youâve wounded his pride? For you, an untrained young woman from the slums of Gotham to have fooled him, a trained assassin. Robin. You understand, donât you? He took it as a very personal offence.â
You feel the blood drain from your face. Was this some kind of twisted punishment for stealing? Did this man, Bruce Wayne, really expect you to believe that his son, the sweetheart of Gothamâs high society, was the Robin? And an assassin to boot?
He huffs a silent laugh, brows raising as he regards the expression on your face.
âYes, yes, I know. Itâs shocking. Damian Wayne, Robin? Youâll get used to it.â
Your hands are shaking now, sweaty and white knuckled as you clutch the bedsheets, and you feel your blood pressure rising. If you werenât careful, youâd pass out soon. Swallowing thickly, you ask the question urgently gnawing at the forefront of your mind.
âIf heâs Robin, thenâŚ?â
A small smile tugs at his lips. He was handsome, in an older gentleman kind of way - tall, strong, sturdy build. Even the wrinkles and lines marring his face looked attractive. No wonder women fell over themselves in an attempt to catch his attention.
âYes. You catch on quickly, donât you? Well, thatâs to be expected from Gothamâs own do-good Robin Hood, I suppose. Yes, I am Batman.â
A choked noise dies out in your chest.Â
Of course Iâd steal from Batman. Of everyone in Gotham, this is who I choose? God, why is my luck so shitty?
His admission sows a seed of unease in the pit of your stomach, and your eyes dart around the room for the first time since youâd arrived. It was large, larger than what you were used to, though the only furniture was the bed, a vanity, and a small couch near the window. The window that was locked tight, covered with solid iron burglar bars. Bars you had the sinking feeling were put there to keep you in.
You turn to him, eyes wide and pleading.
âWhy are you telling me all this?âÂ
He stands, posture straight and assertive as he eyes you callously. âBecause, unfortunately, your actions, and my sonâs impulsive decision have both pushed me to make a decision I have no choice in. It means that, until we decide what to do with you, you wonât be allowed to leaveââ
Evidently, his admittance to essentially abducting you is what sends your blood pressure through the roof. You pass out before he finishes his sentence, praying with the last of your fading consciousness that this was all some twisted nightmare.
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I love the drama of the "Varric sees Anders when he looks at Solas" posts that have been going around, but I personally do not vibe with the common "I should have stopped Anders from blowing up the Chantry" narrative that some of them have but instead "I could have prevented it from even getting to that point." I've been putting some thought into how I would spin this for my own purposes. I'll place it under the cut since it's a little lengthy :)
To begin with, this was not an overnight decision on Anders' part. He held out for years, tried to find other solutions, tried to rally a group of supposed friends who would not hear it. Varric thought himself a listening ear, a supportive companion, but he was as deaf as the rest of them. Varric had the resources and connections to keep the templars away from his clinic, he had the fondness to invite him out to drinks and trade jokes with him, but when the threat grew larger and more serious, Varric's response did not.
Anders, who had spent most of his life in a prison surrounded by uncaring jailors watched his home, his friends--family even--become no better. And Varric became one of them, meeting every silent plea or cry for support with words and actions that protected those walls, those structures, but not the people who lived within. That was, of course, unless they were quiet, uninvolved. It was easier to face than the reality that the city he loved was rotten and diseased.
In the end, he never gave Anders what he needed. He never used his resources to fight or his words to speak out, he never even told him that he understood him, that mages shouldn't have to go through that. And in the end, Anders had to do what he could alone and Varric lost his friend and the city both.
Anders lived, but at the cost of his own freedom, his home, his friends he had tried until the very end to convince. But that didn't settle in for Varric right away. It was easier to be angry, even if much of that anger was turned inward. He disparaged Anders in the same breath that he called him a fond nickname, he protected his and Hawke's location while claiming he never wanted to see him again, he placed blame upon him for what went wrong in the world while pretending to himself that the world itself was not at fault.
It wasn't until he was faced with another friend, another mage, in a situation all too similar that Varric realized what he had done. Or rather, failed to do. And what he must do this time in turn. It was too late for Anders, he could never go back to Kirkwall and the trust he lost for his old friends must have been near irreparable, but it was not too late for Solas.
So to me when he looks to Solas and sees Anders he isn't seeing some mage who did a bad thing, he's seeing the friend he could have saved, or at least could have tried to understand, but didn't. So it's personal. He throws every resource at tracking Solas down, every contact, every favor, and when it finally pays off and he stands before him, he tries, even when it puts his life on the line. But, like before, it seems too late. He could look back and see every moment he could have offered his ear or his aid to Anders before things reached a breaking point, but he didn't have that time with Solas. He may as well have been trying to talk Anders down that evening in the Gallows when the culmination of so many years of injustice were ready to boil over. But he never tried then, he had to now for Solas.
#dragon age the veilguard#da4#dragon age 4#varric#solas#anders#anders positive#da4 spoilers#dragon age 4 spoilers
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